Anna Franchesca Deroca

The Call BacK Audition

2006-10-11T04:09:00.000+08:00

LATE is the word for yesterday!

I was late for the rehearsals yesterday because i got up quarter to twelve. Arrived in CCP by almost 1:30 na... Umulan pa bwisit. Bong handled us yesterday and oh my! We're getting there. Kahit na pasilip silip pa din kami sa script,(drop book na dapat,,, kaso....) our new blocking made it all easy for us! Lalo na sa mga lines. 0=) Mahaba pa ang tatahakin kaya nga 1-10 pm kami mamaya eh. haaaaayyy...

At 3, Jen, Tara and I went to Silangan hall for the call back, dun na kami nagkita ni Joel. Andaming tao! nyaaaah! 70 ata kami duon haha! Bunny, the choreographer taught the routine again... i kinda had a hardtime perfecting the dance kasi i don't do folk dance. Mashado nga akong bouncy eh, sabi nga ni Garry Lising. hahaha! (he's part of the call back. kulit!) it was okay though but im not really satisfied... di na kami kumanta. Before the dance, we're divided first into 3 groups. The Indios, Chinese and the Españols. Tara and i were classified as Spanish... haha, sabi nung isang guy sa panel pwede daw ako halo, chinese o spanish hehe. Call back was fun! I had a good time with everyone. It's nice to meet and see a lot of people. Each and everyone is unique but we all have one thing in common, we love theater. I was actually intimidated at first but afterwards i feel at home. hehe. It was a nice experience.

So here iam... again... at work... everything is pretty much the same except for 2 things. First, mas madami ang ulam ko kanina. Bait ni ate sa pantry! and second, this is my last day! Hooooray!!! ill be back sa nov 1 na. But ill drop by here some time this week to submit my medical certificate. Sarado na kasi yung clinic sa CCP kanina.

And so.... im still waiting for the text... the results. I'll feel really happy if i get in. I wanted to... BUT if i didn't at least i'll go back to work in November and earn money... haaaaay... here comes the final decision. Well, it's not really my decision that matters. Dalawa lang yan, pag pumasa,,,, resign. Pag hindi, tuloy sa trabaho at ng makapagipon. Lapit na Christmas and madami ang magbbirthday! Gusto ko sana magpainom sa birthday ko in December, plus, there's so many things i wanna buy these days. Im getting crazy over multiply-shopping! Haha! and i miss buying Chuck Taylors. Money can't buy happiness but i need time and money for myself. Sabi nga ni Richard, my team mate, i look ngarag and that i need a time-off from everything! Parlor, shopping, spa and a lot of beauty rest will do. I'll be on loa for like 2 weeks without pay. How can I survive? Ubos na din savings ko sa house! Nyaaaaah! Whatever happens, i'll accept it. Both has benefits kasi... *sigh*

Anyway, malalaman ko din naman kung ano mangayayari in a few hours... sana... Ayan... di nako mashadong nabobother sa results. hehe. Ang lamig talaga dito sa work! Thanks to Tara for lending her jacket. hehe. May mini notebook ako na Convergys. Wala lang. Ang cute. Hehe. 0=)

I was happy yesterday coz Joel wrote me a letter. Uyyy, first letter! Even if it's a tampo letter, okay lang kasi natuwa talaga ako. Medyo nagkaron kami ng gap dahil di kami nakakapagtxt sa isa't-isa. Yeah yeah. Fault ko yun! But anyway, during the callback, we're okay, we're sweet but not until he played jawbreaker sa phone ko. He saw some text messages that pissed him off. I told him everything... well, he knows everything naman eh. No more lies for me Anna Deroca! After a short serious talk,,, okay na siya... okay nadin ako! Yipeee! His rehearsal is up to 10 and i need to leave for work ng 7. Wasn't able to kiss him goodbye kasi nagrerehearse sila...

I was late for work because it was traffic along buendia and ayala. Ay naku! I don't even want to get off the bus kasi maganda yung movie dvd eh. Hehehe. Nakatulog ulit ako sa work... nyahaha! oh well... what's new?

.homeboy at last!.

2006-10-09T23:34:00.000+08:00

I went straight home after work this morning. Sobrang sleepy ako... Nakakatulog nako sa taxi! hehe. Ate breakfast (cornedbeef and siningag) tas bihis tas tulog na. I wore my retainers and my favorite pambahay. Gosh... namiss ko dirty ko.... sobra... (fyi, my fav pillows' name is dirty. Had it since i was born from my dear parents!) i woke up at 3pm na... 9 hours of sleep,,, wow. sarap... i uploaded my latest pics from my pda to my computer and then ria, my cousin was watching 3 ninjas so i joined her in mommys' room. 0=) ang cute talaga nila. I remembered our good ol' days when i was sooo crazy in love with rocky, the eldest of the 3 ninjas. haha! I wasn't able to memorize my script, dadalin ko na lang siya sa work hehe.

I got here, at work, just in time... haaaayyyy. Second to the last day ko na dito. Loa nko sa friday, off ko ng wed-thurs. Shit. I need to buy a modem na kasi di na libre ang net! haha! I thought id do good with my calls today but no... petiks pa din. haha! It's a holiday today in the US, Columbus day kaya siguro medyo low volume. Extended yung promo ng 7,500pesos for perfect attendance, oh well, di na naman ako qualified eh. hehe.

I feel like a girlie girl today. Maybe because of my outfit... It's my first time to wear this brown top from topshop. hehehe. Naninibago tuloy sila. hehe. *sigh* kakatamad na talaga dito... Halos lahat kami nakapetiks mode. Friendster, multiply, chat, tas tong si Carlo naglalaro ng battle city. haha! Haven't decided yet what to sing tom sa audition.... cramming ulit to!

A Walk Back In Time Audition

2006-10-09T03:41:00.000+08:00

Woke up at lunchtime yesterday. I had my phone alarm at 9:30 am so that i could work on my dance routine for the audition that afternoon but i was too sleepy to get up. Got home at about 6am... so 5 hours lang tulog ko. After 50 crunches (nakakatamad kasi), i got up and went straight to the dining room. Sarap ng lunch! Sinigang tas pineapple juice tas leche flan for dessert! While eating lunch with my family, sabi ni mommy "Haaay... kasama na ulit natin si anna kumain!" oh well... She's right. After eating i took a quick bath, do some warm-ups, worked on my dance, ayos-ayos gamit tas alis na. Di ko na dinala yung car kasi im saving, di na din ako nagpasundo sa tryc kasi 30 pesos pa yun! Walking is fun! Hehe... at least 7 lang tryc tas makakapag exercise ka pa. hehehe. 0=)

Mga 1:30 nako nakarating kala Joel. He wants to be first kasi sa audition. 2pm pa yun. Aba'y natutulog pa siya ng aking datnan! Ay sus! Shempre ginising ko siya. hehehe. Nakarating kami sa CCp ng mga past 3 na. Pang 8 ako, siya nine. I got rid of my old monologue of rosing and tried to refresh sarah's monologue. Haaaay. Yung dance ko sa utak ko lang nagawa at napagdikit-dikit. haha! I met Kenjie at ang kulit kulit niya and i was glad to see gerard. Hehe. The audition went well... Dance nga lang eh... Di ko din nagamit yung dance routine ko. They provided the steps and the music, we just need to show our own movements and skills in 8 counts. I panicked (sorta) when i entered the room and they told me to sing. NYaaaaaaah! Well, i really do want to sing but im not prepared! I sang one of my favorite mass song and i don't know the title! Basta yung chorus niya...

"Siya ang dapat tanggapin at kilanin sa buhay mo. Siya'y noon, bukas, ngayon, sa dalangin mo'y tugon, Siya ay si Hesus sa bawat panahon..."

I even forgot the first line kaya medyo natawa na lang ako. After singing, dance na. It was... whoa! Yung 8 counts na free movement naging 80 counts? Basta nigawa ko lahat ng cheerdancing stunts! Sabi kasi gawin yun. Cartwheel, One-hand cartwheel, roundoff, leg raise, split, japanese split, jutei (mali spelling.hehe), bridge, scorpion, front roll, back roll, more splits,,, tas bumagsak pa ko sa unang headstand! Nyahaha! So inulit ko ulit, but this time with deep concentration! Ayun ok naman! hahaha! I forgot to do struddle! oh well... ang haba ng nagawa ko kasi ang bilis ng music, tribal... i had fun though. 0=)

I recieved a text message from my mom last night, mga 9:41pm, she said somebody called from CCP and said that i have a call back on tuesday! Bukas na yun! And then after a few hours i got a text message from Chie of Tanghalang Pilipino about the call back too. I need to prepare a monologue or a song tas may dance ulit. Oh well.... better be ready for tomorrow! No more cramming! Need to think of a good song. I wanna do both para masaya! Hehehe.

Haven't memorized Menangs' lines. Haay.. drop book na tomorrow. Pahinga muna ako today, monday. Guess i'll just stay home to read and practice for the audition. Joel needs to memorize his lines as well. Mas mahaba nga mga lines niya eh, halos puro monologue! and he also needs some preparation for the call back... so time out muna kami... so i'll see him on Tuesday pa...

and Let There Be LIGHT!

2006-10-08T02:58:00.000+08:00

Yahoo! Kagabi lang kami nag-kailaw and im not even home. Hehe. Anyway, ill be home tomorrow morning after work, sundo ako ni mama o baka sumabay ako kay Leif... Anyway, sobrang hectic. Just talked to my new team leader, Camille and she's sooooo nice! Papaalam pa siya if pwede ako mag undertime sa mga ibang days this month or if wala talagang choice, loa... she even discussed about the part time program. Ay grabe, sa wakas,,, medyo ok na yung utak ko ngayon about work! So,,, loa ng buong october tas pag may raket sa nov, loa ulit, pag hindi na kaya, part time. Yehey! Sana din may shift change sa november... oh well...

Anyways.... we're done with the blockings on the first part of the play. Takte, di pa din consistent yung voice ko lalo na yung kanta ko! arghs! we need more practice! I was supposed to audition after the rehearsal today kaso di ako prepared! Wala akong monologue, sabog ung dance ko and im having 2nd thoughts to sing. *sigh* tomorrow na lang sabay kami ni joel.

Ang sarap talaga ng liempo dun sa may parking lot sa tabi ng st.scho. You should try it. Mura pa 0=) Ay! bat ganun na yung Tulyase? Hometown ng mga tomboy! Iba na talaga siya.. samantalang dati nung college years ko antahitahimik. Hahaha!

Joel and I spent some quality time last friday. Pareho kaming nahihirapan sa play.. Don't worry, kayang-kaya mo yan. Kelangan mo lang naman maging girl eh 0=) haha! Unting-unti na din kaming nagiging legal sa Tanghalan... hehehe. Oh well... di naman problema yun eh. Mas maganda nga yun eh! Mabuti na yung nalalaman nila na kami. Hehe. Pero shempre pag sa work, work shempre. 0=) (ows?) nyahaha! Shempre ang kukulit ng mga tao sa paligid pero okay lang. Haha!

Yan lang muna as of now... wala akong masahdong news eh. hehe. basta may ilaw na kami!

YEHEY MAY PLAY NA KAMI! Light... no more light!

2006-10-06T03:16:00.000+08:00

BAd news muna...

NUMBER ONE - WALA PA DIN KAMING KURYENTE! 3 houses na lang kaming walang ilaw sa may area namin. 0=( kamusta naman yun? 1 week na! Mahirap matulog ng nagpapaypay. Yung generator fan, 3 hrs lang! Goodluck naman! 0=( *sigh*

NUMBER TWO - Walang naaprove sa mga leaves ko ngayong October! HAysus!Ansaya-saya! Well, except for october 30. *sigh*
NUMBER THREE - Ang hirap mag internalize ng 50 years old. Im having a hard time with the voice! 0=( ang hirap! Bumabata ako. Im not consistent. *sigh*
NUMBER FOUR - Cancelled ang classes for the whole month because of the 20th Theater Season, AC showcase... meaning no Jazz! huhuhu. Im enjoying every minute of it! We're in the process of completing a funky jazz dance number for the Christmas party!

NUMBER FIVE - WALA PA DIN KAMING ILAW! grrrr
NUMBER SIX - Bakit yung ibang tao di ako maintindihan? Ganun ba ko kagulo? Ang simple simple lang kelangan pang guluhin. Tsk tsk tsk... *sigh*

NUMBER SEVEN - Fudge. wala nakong pera. nyaaaaaaah!

NUMBER EIGHT - Haven't watched step up! Wala kaming oras ng mahal ko... *sigh*

NUMBER NINE - Less time with joel... Our october is filled with rehearsals! Hapon ako siya gabi. *sigh*

Eto na GooD NeWs!!! 0=)

NUMBER ONE - May play na kaming tatlo nina Jen and Tara! Sa wakas! May napili na din si Sir Herbie kasi ang dami na talaga naming nirecommend kaso di niya trip. Wahhoooo! I can't wait to experience the ultimate-the unbeatable-the bone-shaking directing method of Herbert Go. Tatlo-Tatlo ang title. I'll be playing Menang, ang kerengkeng na oldie. Hehe. Im sooo happy! Kasi 3 na lang talaga kming walang play sa AC, buti na lang! And we have like 3 weeks to work on this 1 act comedy. oooh i can't wait! Kahit na medyo ngarag, okay lang! Wenah and Marj will be helping us but our director, the main man is Bong. Hehe.
NUMBER TWO - Since wala akong approved na VL... FINE! LOA ito! Im going to file Leave of Absences for 17 days. HAHA! 17 days of theatre and no call center work... can't wait! 0=)
NUMBER THREE - Finally grabbed Reader's Digest for the month of September. Always ako tinatanong ni papa eh... He wants me to read an article from RD which is the 5 inspiring people. Ay grabe. Naiyak naman ako! Chaka ko na ikkwento yung tungkol doon. 0=) i miss you papa!

NUMBER FOUR - I know it's early but i've got a gift for my mom on her birthday next month! Yapeee! Sana sana okay... Kay nanic wala pa eh. Gusto niya daw ng stuffed toy na pusa ba yun?
NUMBER FIVE - Monica, barkada ko nung high school is coming home on November! Yey!
NUMBER SIX - Dodge's wedding is getting closer! aawwww... wala pakong dress! arghs!

NUMBER SEVEN - Papa's coming home by the end of October or first week of November! Sana mapanood niya play ko... Ü
NUMBER EIGHT - May team nako! Team Bears! Haha! May TL na din ako! Kateam ko sina tatang, arjay, ron at carlo... i miss warriors...

NUMBER NINE - I see a lot of opportunities ahead. 0=)
NUMBER TEN - joel makes my day everyday! And i don't want ever to change that! Thank you...

kwits lang pala! Hehehe. But im happy. Happy talaga ako. Basta sana magka-ilaw na!

UST TIGERS WINS! but still... where is the Light???

2006-10-02T21:58:00.000+08:00

Ganda ng game! Actually, pinagdasal ko talaga kay Kuya Jess na manalo UST para matuwa si joel. Haha! Mashado kasi siyang confident na mananalo sila kasi tinambakan nila ateneo nung game 2. Ayan tuloy, nagtino ang Ateneo kaya buti na lang panalo uste. At sa sobrang saya niya, ayan naiyak pa. AY SUS!

This 5am after work, joel picked me up and headed to his hometown in Bulacan. Birthday kasi ng mom niya. I met his pamangkins, lovely tita's, his ate joan, his dear mama and of course his cute doggie, angel. Hehe. 0=) Ang ganda ng church nila doon! San Lorenzo Ruiz parish. 0=) It's my first time to visit that church so I made a wish! After eating breakfast, we went out to walk angel. It was a bright windy morning kaya sarap maglakad. Angel is so beautiful kaya daming may crushie sa kanya doon. Hehe. After a long chitchat with her sister, who also works in a call center, sprint siya!, nakatulog din kami. I woke up after 2 and a half hours then ate lunch. Liempo! sarap sarap! 0=) Watched TV afterwards tas tulog ulit. Joel and I talked about stuffs while waiting for me to sleep and him playing jawbreaker. *sigh* he woke me up ng mga 4:35pm na and i was surprised to see him beside me, nagsleep din siya. We're supposed to watched the bball game sa uste kaso tinamad na siya. hehe. Ate merienda after taking a bath and then we left ng mga 6pm. Tas bwisit lakas ng ulan! ARgh! Yummy ng ref cake ng sister niya.. i suddenly miss gem's ref cake. Haaay. Sobrang busog ako today! Wahoo! His mom is really wonderful. Ü nagsusumbong sakin dahil di na daw umuuwi si joel sa kanya... tsk tsk... ang cute nila nung nakahug sila. 0=) im looking forward to meet everyone in his family... soon, mangyayari din yun.

WALA PA DIN KAMING ILAW! Kamusta naman yun? huhu. Joel will pick me up again tom after work, dun muna ako sa kanila then ill go home by 11am to get my things for class tom. I forgot na the steps for jazz class. nyak!

I just saw a mirmo de pon stuffed toy sa toy bitz! Waaaaaaaaaaaaaah! Ang cute! Nyaaaah!!!!

WhEre iS ThE LiGht???

2006-10-02T21:50:00.000+08:00

Hay nako. Four days ng walang kuryente sa bahay. Oh well, im not really affected coz i never stayed home these past few days. This morning after work, i went straight home to sleep. Argh. Ang init. Buti na lang may water.Ü Anyway, i went out to meet joel and we went to greenbelt to hear mass. 0=/ hay. Gusto ko talaga mag absent kaso i've got another disciplinary notice! I can't be absent for the next 90 days! Goodluck. Hay nako talaga. Anyway, good thing mrt and lrt are already working and some of the roads are clear now. It's scary to drive around dark areas with loose wires evrywhere. *sigh*

I miss my AC classes. Can't wait for tuesday! JAzz class again. We're done with ballet (sa wakas!). And then voice. Shux. Need to practice my piece. Parati kasi ako wala sa tono eh. haha! I miss arnis too. I hope this wednesday wushu naman! 0=) I haven't finished reading Mary Stuart. Patay nanaman ako niyan sa Script analysis. Parati na lang ako kinakabahan! I'll make sure that i'll sit and work my ass on it before friday. Wala pa din kaming script for acting classes. *sigh* di ko pa din tapos basahin yung Calm Down Mother. Waaaaaaaaaaah! cramming. . .

My joel is now the ac coordinator. CONGRATS! hehehe. 0=) more work for him pero ok lang. Kayang kaya niya yun... we'll make sure na we'll still have time for each other pa din.

Babye Vikki and Bats! 0=(

2006-09-30T22:46:00.000+08:00

Bats is leaving for ortigas... 0=( mas malapit kasi siya duon tas ayaw niya na ng Directv!!! Well, sino ba?

Me with Bats... autumn shot... wahahaha. 0=)

Vikki was promoted to TL trainee! Good job! Im so proud of you! wala nakong kasabay maglunch. 0=( huhu....

Vikki and I during our petiks mode back in sprint. 0=)

Im gonna miss you two! 0=(
paubos na ng paubos ang warriors....

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay

Delubio ni Milenyo

2006-09-28T23:40:00.000+08:00

grabehan.
Sayang wala akong battery, wala tuloy kaming picture sa gitna ng bagyo!

Sa katigasan ng ulo ni anna deroca, ayan. Nag-adventure ng di oras. hehe. Nilusob ang delubio ni Milenyo kaninang umaga. Well actually, dapat sasabay ako kay Tita Ness pagpasok niya sa opis kaso... di ako pinayagan ni mama umalis ng house kasi signal number 3 na. I've got to attend my class sa CCP no matter what. Kasi sabi ni Tad di daw nagssuspend ng class dun eh chaka shempre gusto ko makita si batman. 0=) Anyway, i tried to call my cousin kasi sasabay na lang ako sa kanya kaso too bad, wala din silang work today. KUNG GUSTO MAY PARAAN, KUNG AYAW MARAMING DAHILAN. Yan ang tumatak sa utak ko kaninang 8am. Sayang naman ang gising ko ng alas singco kung itutulog ko na lang diba? Chaka di ko nakasama si joel yesterday after class ng matagal kaya... ayun, after eating breakfast (sardines! yum!), nagsimula na ang aking wet journey. haha! Masarap pa una sa trycycle. 0=) ang hangin! SARAP! picture picture pko sa tryc. Tas jeep. Haaaaay. Nilakad ko halos buong service road dahil ang mga jeep scaredy-cat sa baha! Lumusot ako kasama ng mga fellow-stranded people sa parang yuping bakal ba yun? Basta yung harang sa serv. rd to s.super hiway. Tas dun kami naglakad. BAit pa ng isang mama, inoffer pko sumakay sa motor niya kaso lalo lang siya bibigat dahil mabigat si jansport eh. hehe. Muntikan pko madulas kasi eengot-engot, bakit ako naka-chucks?! After ng slippery journey sa serv rd, sa wakas nakarating din ako sa Nichols at dun sumakay ng jeep. *sigh* kakatakot! Nasira na ng tuluyan ang aking dear umbrella... (you're such a savior!). Baba sa may edsa at lakad ulit papuntang mrt. At ayun na! Si batman ay inabangan ako sa may lrt. 0=) hehe. Hanap kami net shop kaso lahat sarado. Ang saya! Ang lakas ng ulan! Wahooooo! Para kaming dinadala ng hangin papunta saan man. Anyway, tumambay na lang kami sa CCP. Naggym kami parehas at hindi ako natuwa... well.. except for the last part haha! KAsi may mumu! Yung door knob nagrrock. Parang may gustong pumasok, wala namang tao... tas more than 5 times namatay yung ilaw. 0=( Natakot ako sobra kasi di ako prepared makakita ngayon. Anjan nga si joel pero yaw ko talaga makakita. NOT NOW! Di tuloy ako nakapag crunches and workout sa legs. 0=( sa arms lang, ang sakit sakit. huhu. After gym, baba kami sa LT lobby para magbasa ng Mary Stuart. Hay... Nakatulog lang ako sa lap niya. Hehe. TApos usap-usap pagkagising at siya naman yung nakatulog sa lap ko tas usap-usap. Grabe, lakas ni milenyo! Ginigiba na yung CCP! Nitanggla na nga yung door chaka yung mga sabit sabit sa labas kasi sa sobrang lakas ng hangin humahampas na yung glass doors. Mga 3:30pm na kami nakaalis sa CCP kasi gutom na kami! Lakad kami pauwi sa kanila. Grabe. Daming yero, mga puno bumagsak and yung pinka-scary, ang daming ligaw na wires! Nyaaaaah! Sobrang saya kasi anlamig chaka shempre... nyahaha! Sa halagang 20 pesos, nakapag tryc kami papuntang beundia since off line ang mrt at lrt, para makasakay ng bus papuntang makati! Sarado glorietta! Argh! Lunch/dinner kami sa sm foodcourt. Sarap! Tas nagcharge din ako duon haha! Tambay sa supermarket tas dumating si gem, sa wakas nameet na niya si joel. Hehe. Tas ayun, hatid na niya ko dito sa work, nagspark pa yung isang poste! Waaaah! At shempre, hirap nanaman maghiwalay. 0=(

SORRY MAMA, sa pagiging pasaway. 0=( ok naman ako eh... 0=)

Mahal ko, salamat sa pagiging payong, jacket at unan ko sa araw na to... at sa pagsama sa pagsaksi sa delubio ni milenyo. 0=) sa susunod na signal number 3 ulit! *mwah*

AMAZING!

2006-09-15T01:25:00.000+08:00

Im soo amazed i was able to blog after like what? 10 years? im in the office right now and thanks to my dear crushie here sa work, i was able to use the net. Stupid account, may screenshots na kasi kaya goodbye to my petiks mode. Anyway, i just wanna share what i feel right now... aside from being full... (just had lunch. i ate white chicken tas kaninang dinner, chicken padin chaka seafood pasta na bwisit namula pa ilong ko! 0:( huhuhu) right now i feel happy. Happy happy happy. 0=) im all set. My plans for this year are fixed. Im going to resign this december. Actually wanna do it right now as in now na but i need cash. Money can't buy happiness but its pretty useful on dates. haha! Maybe ill be on LOA by mid december or by january for two months then bahala na if ill push thru with convergys o hindi. I think working as a call center agent for a year and 8 mos is enough for me. BUT i guess not coz after here im thinking of going part time sa call center pa din! I need to work my ass for money. I don't want to be a burden to my dear mama... kaya yun. SANA lang talaga makahanap ako ng work for like 12 midnight to 5am? Coffee shops closes at aroungd 2am so d pwede un. No choice. Call center pa din. Bahala na. Come what may basta baboosh nako dito by december. Shit. Lapit nko mag calls! 0=/ *sigh* oh well..... i simply hate this account. Directv. Wala na kasing petiks mode. Haha! But its okay. It's meant to happen. Everything right at this very moment are meant to happen. 0=)

sad. sad. good. sad. good. good

2006-07-07T04:00:00.000+08:00

it's hard to face the fact that i won't be able to watch the concert. i've been dying to see them live. huhu. 0=( at first i was so damn happy to know that my commision was about 4grand. i said to myself "Sa wakas!". i was so thrilled to hear the news. Iam even willing to go there by myself because my friends aren't available. Kaso bad trip. My schedule for the next three weeks is 11pm to 7am. Shempre bitin naman kung 10:30 aalis nko sa Araneta. Bawal pa naman magabsent kasi training... baka bumagsak ako at mawalan ng work! 0=( huhu. bad trip talaga!!!! Sobrang ganda pa naman lahat ng songs sa latest album nila! huhu... 0=( maybe its not just meant to be... *sad*

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i miss mirmo de pon... Didn't get to watch na becasue of my tight schedule. Kahit nga tulog di ko masingit sa sobrang busy. 0=(

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I have a blister on my left hand. 0=( last wednesday we had our arnis class. Astig nga eh! Ilang beses ko natamaan yung partner ko. hehehe. Hatest ko ung eyes,balls, balls, eyes,balls, balls, eyes.... hehehe. After that we had script analysis. Bumest ang script! Gakapal! Anyway, last tues we had voice workshop. Ay naku! ang hirap! hehehe. Tagal ko ng di kumakanta! Oh well... my piece is Castle in a cloud from Les Miserables. Need to work on that! *nyorkz* Yesterday, i wasn't able to attend the movement for actors... Sobrang sakit kasi ng eyes and i guess i needed some loooong sleep. I slept for 9 whole hours. Sarap! Kasi the other day, 3hrs lang tulog ko... tuloy-tuloy kasi, class, reahearsal tas work... Later, uwi ako after work, (30 mns na lang!) then ill sleep for 3 hrs ulit tas we'll have make-up class today! Im so excited! Gotta bring my caboodle! After that, company class tas may play mamayang 8pm! Opening na ng virgin lab fest! Waaaahhhh! Ilang days na langggg... im Really enjoying this. Thank you Kuya Jess. 0=)

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Babye Sprint! Next week, training na kami for the new acct. No more phone bills, activations, collections, etc. Our new acct is DTV, a large cable company in the US. So sad coz im not gonna be with my team, Warriors, during the whole training. 0=( Have to sacrifice coz of my theatre classes on the afternoons. Ganun talaga... I dont want to miss any of it kaya ok lang... Wala na bang mas babadtrip pa sa schedule?! Putek, ive got work on saturday nights at 11 to 7am ng sunday. So pano na ang mga sabado nights??? up to 11pm lang? Yak. Tas sa august, night shift pa din... Gastos ng taxi taxi... pero mas mura yun kesa sa magpagas ako. hehe. Ü

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I was just informed awhile ago that we'll be having an inter-company cheering competition on august. They asked for my day offs and told me that we'll be rehearsing soon. Goodluck! Nakakatuwa naman. It's all coming back... my college life. Hehehe. And aside from that, i received a text msge from my jazz teacher, si teacher kat. They'll be having again streetdance classes and jazz as well. Wish i could join but my next 2 saturdays are occupied with reahersals and the play itself! 0=( oh well... talk about being toxic. hehe.

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Lapit na days ni mai! Im soooo excited for her! Nyahahahahaha! 0=)

im so excited! and I just can't hide it!

2006-07-04T04:49:00.000+08:00

Been very busy these past few weeks. Last Friday, we attended British improvisation workshop in Steps makati. Our trainer, David, he's not british by the way but a spanish, started the workshop with some games. So far, this is my second workshop with the actor's comp, the first one was the Condors dance workshop at CCP and boy, i had a fabulous time with our japanese trainers! Hahaha! We did a monkey dance, dreadful but relaxing warm-up and some funny moves. I loved the part when they did that balloon thing on me. I was raised in the air like a hot air balloon and it was soooo sarap! hahaha! 0=D tas ang cute pa nung isang japanese trainer. mukhang anime! hehehe. 0=) anyway, going back to last friday.... the whole concept of the workshop was for comedy. My favorite part was the last one. Hahaha! Benta yung samin ni Gilbert, he's from repertory. I met a lot of people like me (theatre lovers) from different theatre groups like repertory and phil. playhouse. They gave free tickets for the british council comedy show. Mai, Nanic and I watched it last sat night. It was pretty hilarious! Hahaha! Cruch ko si javier! Great actor with a funny smile. hehe.Ü All scenes are funny but my fav is the last part because the SFX are superb! Sobrang astig! Hahaha! Chaka yung actors, galing talaga. 0=)

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So far so good. Our rehearsals for the virgin lab fest is getting exciting everyday! Haha! Di siya nakakapagod kasi comedy chaka daming adlib. hehehe. We're getting there.... 0=)

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Classes for the AC will start later. Our first class will be dance class!!!!!! Yehey! and then after that voice naman. Goodluck anna. hehehe. So excited! This class will start later until march 2007. Hopefully by that time okay nako hehehe. 0=) gotta sleep na sa lounge! Ciao! 0=)

one step ahead

2006-06-30T05:09:00.000+08:00

I decided to go back to blogspot. hehe. Actually, i want to start a new blog. Not this, not blogdrive but a new blog. But then i thought going back to zero won't do any good. I keep on running away, trying to start all over again... and again... and again. So here iam, back to blogspot where it all started. Running away from the past will not help you move on. Everything is chained together. I've done a LOT of stupid things before and im so dumb to ignore what will happen on the very next day! I've been wishing since early this year to shut down. I wanted a break. I wanted to free myself from this situation and jump to this and that. I always run from my fears... fears of getting hurt and just do all the things that pleases me. 0=/ what a sad story. I never had the guts to make a stand. Im weak when it comes to decisions. I blame others for being pathetic. Im selfish to think of my own happiness. I have a nasty mind that tries to think of something really sick just to make me feel better. argh! I wonder if i ever made any right decisions in my life.... i wonder if i made more people happy than sad. i wonder if i really do care for people closest to my heart than to those who don't even know me... i wonder if i'll ever grow-up. I don't need to change this coloring book. All i have to do is be brave enough to turn the page and color it my way... no, not my way but the right way. You can only see your majestic masterpiece after you have connected all the dots. I have always loved my life. This pretty chaotic, twisted, distorted life of mine. and i thank Kuya Jess for painting it abstract. Only good people get good stuffs. They always win. Today i will not run. I will just take one step ahead... then i'll be fine.

Holy Week

2006-04-20T09:01:00.000+08:00

Had a fruitful Holy Week this year even if my schedule sucks. Im still having a hard time adjusting to my shift. Especially during the holy week. I had to stay all night and wake up at 2am to get ready for work. Holy week started last Palm Sunday, we attended mass on Malate. Im so happy coz we're complete... i mean im with my cousins and my aunts. Ü We ate hot pan de sal on our way home sarap! Had a solemn tuesday and wednesday. Makati is so quiet. Parang ghost town. Hehe. Roads were clear and parking is free everywhere! Was supposed to file an OT para triple pay but not on this occasion (magagalit sakin si Kuya Jess!). We had our Bisita Iglesia, of course, (Holy Week will be incomplete w/o this) last Thursady night. Saya! Dun kami sa may north but up to Marikina lang kami. Good friday, nag prusisyon kami as usual sa pasay. Dapat di ako sasama coz i really need some sleep, but changed my mind because i never missed a prusisyon or even bisita iglesia since .... grade school pa ata ko nun. Watched Passion of Christ on star movies when we got home at grabe po noh. From start to end ng movie iyak ako ng iyak! huhuhu. Black Saturday, hay nako. Memorable din dahil twice nako nahuhuli ng mmda. Gago kasi tong si Ron sabi walang batas batas! Ayan tuloy! Beating the red light, reckless driving. Tsk tsk... engots din ako! But of course todo dramahan ito kaya ayun, kumita siya ng 500 at di naconfiscate liscense ko. Tig 100 kami nila Momy Irene, Arjay, Dodge and Ron. Haha! Since then, bagal ko na magdrive. Nattrauma nako! 0=/ oh well... Easter Sunday, mama, nanic, wacks and I went to Don bosco to hear mass. Ate lunch sa Camella, WOW! That easter night, I went to hear mass again but this time in Greenbelt and with Patrick. So surprised to see that he actually wants to hear mass! After the mass, went to see Rent, it was a good movie... hope to watch it on stage and not on screen. Bought some donuts and then headed to starbucks for my free drink. We talked and talked tas uwi na with Nanic's choco frappe....

Summer Na! 0=)

2006-03-30T06:35:00.000+08:00

guess im gonna be stuck here at work for the whole summer. Wala talagang siguradong plan na magbbeach or even small outings! Haaaayyyy. Haven't filed any leave yet for april and may... di ko kasi alam eh... My cousins are going to Bora sa April... di ko alam kung makakasama ako! Di ko talaga alam! Huhu. Sana naman di ako mabulok dito noh! End na ng March... so meaning, ubos na leaves ko...

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Last weekend, i spent the last few days of my vacation leave. Had no work from March 23 to March 27. Five straight days. Still have NO clue on what im gonna do this summer. There's so many things i wanna do! Of course... aside from family, friends or company outings, i wanna do something worthwhile... Like... learning a new language! Can't wait for the Japanese lessons sa village! Uhm... joining the church choir...(yeah, i miss my highschool club)... but i've got a fucked-up schedule kaya di ko alam... mejo alanganin eh..., a dance workshop will be the best... kaso schedule ko nga! Nangangalawang nako promise! (not to mention im getting fatter everyday!) argh! Also considering an acting workshop... i miss everything about theatre! Schedule lang talaga bad trip eh... Im also thinking getting sporty... ayoko na mag gym. Wala kasi akong kasama eh... and i want more physical activities. Di na natuloy tuloy yung pagrrollerblades ko everyday, ayaw ko ng badminton, taekwondo sana ulit, ayaw ko ng swimming, rock/wall climing maganda sana... hehe. I also wanna learn to play the guitar or drums. Haaaayyy... so many things i wanna do, so little time....

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Anyway, Thanks to dear Maruh, at nagkaron ng kwenta ang short vacation ko. Hehe. Spent my thursday with Mej... Ahem, ahem, sinong panalo sa bilyaran? Oh well... i miss playing billiards and im glad i improved! Haha! Nakakayanan ko ng tumira ng malayo. Hahaha! Oo na, sabi mo pinagbigyan mo ko.... okay lang. Nyahaha. Next day, friday, i spent the whole day reading Harry Potter book five. Sobrang exciting! Yeah i know.. so left behind. Anyway, that night, Mai, Nanic and I went to Las Piñas... tulog kami kala MAra! Classmate ni mai and bestfriend ni Mej. Ayun. Shempre, di kami natulog ng maaga, puro laughtrip! Well, except for Nanic kasi nagswim na siya... we arrived in Cavite the next day before lunch. Kasama na namin si mej. hehe. Cool ng house nila Maruh! Tas lunch namin tinola! Yay! After nun, rest sandali.. hehe tas punta kami dun sa may falls. Daming tao chaka boys kaya yaw namin duon. Kaya dun kami sa Eagles Ridge ba yun? GAnda ng place. Nyahaha. Ayun, di naman ako umiitim kasi di siya ganun ka-sunny... tas umalis agad si mej kasi may la familia chuvanes sila. oh well,,, after nun, merienda ulit sa house nila Maruh tas uwi na agad sa Las Piñas. Sarap ng tulog pauwi! Dapat punta pa kaming Cainta kaso we're tired na... so stay na lang kami sa house.. ATC na lang kami nung sunday... Haaaaaayyy. Buti na lang at di nasayang leave ko! Thanks to Mai, Nanic, Mej and kay MAruh!

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DI KO ALAM KUNG KELAN AKO MAKAKAPAG BEACH! huhuhuhu

Plano naming summer outing eh hiking para maiba! Tas waterfalls! Nyahahaha!

bad trip

2006-03-22T06:45:00.000+08:00

hay nako. Last saturday nahuli ako ng isang naka-gray na mama at hindi siya mmda. No right turn sa may Pasay Road, galing ako sa parking ng park square. hay nako. kaashar! Hindi pako marunong mag-ipit ng money sa liscense kaya naconfiscate tuloy! Although i have a temp liscense, 500 yung multa! Bwisit. Pang starbucks na din yun! Oh well... sa susunod, alam ko na gagawin ko. Anyway, last Friday, i did something that's a BIG no-no to my dad... hehehe. For the first time, nagpaahit ako ng kilay! Nyahaha. Wala lang. Kasi ang gulo niya eh. Kaya ako nagmumukhang bata dahil siguro dun. Nakausap ni mama si papa tas nagulat si papa tas sabi niya "Sabihin mo na din kay Anna na paahit niya din bigote niya!" hehehehe. oh well... another thing is... im getting fat. As in tumataba na talaga ako. But of course, may mga benefits din! Figure it out! hehehe. Well, sabi naman nila, mas okay daw yun... crunches lang siguro para maliit yung tummy... oh well... that's it for now...

The Graduate

2006-03-16T05:41:00.000+08:00

Just graduated from pep last week. 2 weeks of night shift with 2 hours of downtime... hehehe. My stats actually improved. My aht, from 595 dropped down to 311. Nyahaha. My sales went up, reaching its peak... meaning higher commission! hehehe. Shift's fine, stats are great but i miss my team. Sobrang serious kasi ng mga tao sa gabi. Unlike sa Warriors. Hahaha! Kaso sa night shift, complete yung tulog ko, as in 8 hours or more pa minsan... Now, im back here sa am shift. Had a hard time adjusting. Niaantok ako parati ngayon. Haaaay. Anyway, speaking of my team, last sat, we out for dinner. Nanalo yung team namin ng 7000 worth na sodexho. Haha! We ate early early dinner at Gerry's Grille sa may G1. Dami kong nakain! We had our first drinking session there. I just ordered for a weng-weng. Sarap talaga nun! Just don't drink too much kasi mapapaweng-weng ka talaga. Ayaw pa namin lahat umuwi so we went to Metrowalk kasi sawang-sawa na kami sa makati. Good thing may dala akong auto kaya kahit saan kami pwede magpunta! It's my first time to drive for my team mates . Hehe. 10 kaming lahat-lahat (Me, Arjae, Bats, Franz, Allan, Dodge w/ her gf Anne, Gen, Mommy Irene and Pam)! Haha! Sobrang ingay! Benta pa pagdating sa Metrowalk kasi we're supposed to stay at MUgen kaso past nine na, 55 pesos na ang beer so alis kami dun. bwahaha! We headed to this cozy place na puro instrumental ang music. Julian's ata yung name. I forgot na. Bumest ang spicy tapa nila chaka gambas! Drinking session ulit! I ordered Vodka Cruiser na Rasberry. Yuck lasang tempra! Wag kayo oorder nun! It's almost midnight when we left Metrowalk. Gen went home afterwards tas si Dodge and Anne bumaba na sa may boni ave. Still, ayaw pa namin umuwi. Holler. 12 pa lang! Hehe. So went to the fort, bought some donuts muna from go nuts coz im getting hungry again... and then Pier One. I want coffee but changed my mind when I spotted Baileys Coffee Shake on the drink menu. Dun kami nagbond talaga. Haha! sarap ng kwentuhan. Ordered some nachos and pizza. It's almost 3am we're all sleepy . Of course di ako pwede antokin. We all agreed to eat Goto... something hot.. hehe, so the last stop woul be Franz's place, sa Kaselle sa may lasalle. Bagsak na ung iba, i din't sleep coz di ako magigising. At about 4:30am, dropped them all sa may edsa and went straight home. *sigh* kakapagod pero di rin mashado kasi halos tawa lang kami ng tawa. I slept at mga 5:30 na. I had fun with my teammates and sana sa susunod, complete na kami.

INUMAN SESSION #1

2006-03-09T22:33:00.000+08:00

Upo ka dito, tara inuman tayo... tagal nating di nagbonding eh....

anna opens her colt 45...

Everything is different now. I chose to be single, im in night shift and im getting fat. Oh yes. Lahat negative. i miss blogging. Kahit sa Starbucks planner ko di na din updated. Oh well...

Lemme start with being single... I dont know if this is a good thing. Obviously it's not. Actually, until now, im not sure about the break up. Siya nakipag break because of my bitchiness during our 4th yr anniv tas siya rin yung gustong magwork out to. Kaso di ko siya hinabol because my reason is... ayaw ko magpatali. Gusto ko magawa lahat ng gusto kong gawin. Gusto ko makaalis kahit hindi siya kasama ko. Gusto ko, gusto ko, gusto. Haaaaaaaaay talk about being selfish. I want freedom to type all the things inside my head dito sa blog. Di naman sa magwawala ako. I mean, di ako maglalasing at makipagsayaw kahit kanino. No. Think i need time. (that's bullshit)

Okay naman ako ngayon. Ayos lang. Actually, these past 2 weeks, kompleto tulog ko. as in 8 hours. Kasi nga night shift nko eh... mamaya na yun. Anyway, going back... ayun. Wala pa din kami. Pinagiisipan ko din naman yung samin eh. Parati akong nabibitter. Di nga. Lalo na pag nagbabasa ako ng Harry Potter,,, tas may mga times na bigla ko na lang maiisip yung mga ginagawa namin... Mukha nga akong tanga eh.. kasi minsan iniisip ko kung ano magandang gawin namin sa saturday... pero lam ko namang di pwede na ganun ganun na lang. Ano ko masaya? I miss him. I really do.

Pero bakit di ko siya habulin? Oo nga? Pwede naman yun eh. Kung gusto ko naman diba? Bakit nga ba hindi? Aayusin ko muna buhay ko. KO nanaman! Di ko na siya inisip! Eh kasi, gusto ko pag ganun, mature nako mag-isip. Hindi yung utak-kinder na puro tantrums. Grabe. Di biro yung 4 years. Di talaga. Gago ko. Actually, sa totoo lang, ayaw ko ng iba at di rin ako naghahanap. Kakatamad chaka ayaw ko. May isa ako naging crush nung pumunta akong ibank dahil tanga ko kala ko nawala atm ko kaya pnblock ko. YUn lang. Hanggang dun lang yun. Feel ko di ako mag-aasawa kung hindi lang din siya... Shempre... Sa tingin ko magttrabaho na lang ako ng sobra for my family.

Anna puts down her beer to eat lunch... after an hour...

im baaack! Sorry, sinamahan ko pa si Chris and Patrick mag yosi sa baba. NO. I don't smoke. yuck.

Anna opens her 2nd bottle of colt 45, and took her first big gulp.

Anyway, back to my lovelife... meron ba? uhmmm, namimiss ko talaga siya. as in. *sigh* lahat-lahat namimiss ko. Ay grabe, lemme share something sweet... yung 1 trainer namin dito, nagpropose yung bf niya sa hongkong, pinasara pa yung Tiffany's! Huwaw! Parang sa Sweet Home Alabama... yung mga tipong ganung bagay, si Patrick lang makakagawa. Promise. Siya lang. Break ko na. last break ko. Ayan, tuloy tuloy na pag ttype ko. hehe. Ayun lang... so yun. Siya pa din...

Anna puts down her half-finished beer...

Tomorrow na lang ulit... konti na lang yung time tas sira pa din pc ko...

Alam kong madaming pwedeng makabasa nito at wala akong pakialam kasi to yung totoo. Daming beses nakong nagpanggap. Kung sino man di sangayon o may question o suheschon ---------------------------------------------------------> ayan, may tagboard. Mag tag kayo. hehehe.

sigh

2006-02-11T14:37:00.000+08:00

A lot of things happened already. A lot of ugly things are happening at work, home and to me . First of all AGAIN, Pc's still busted and my storage card on my pda is running out of space! Guess i need a new set of pc! anyways... leif's phone was stolen! May klepto dito sa floor! nyah! Wawa naman si Leif . P9 something pa naman yun! Hay nako. Should be extra careful! don't want to lose my baby xda! Oh well, parang wala lang naman kay Leif kasi the next day, may bago na ulit siyang phone. Hehehe. Work is getting toxic . From training hanngang ngayon, AHT pa din problem ko. 360 sec yung target... asa 502 pa ko! Umabot pa nga ako ng 1256 sec eh! waaaaah! There are times na for one whole day, less than 15 calls lang nagagawa ko. Im always on a long call. Badtrip naman kasi. Kung di ka ba naman minamalas eh! Sometimes talaga sobrang stupid ng customer ! Tapos ang ganda talaga. Yesterday i got an executive complaint from a Sprint store. Namputek kung di ba naman kasing.... eh anong magagawa ko? di rin naman pala reliable yung mga sources ko! Tapos tinanggal na yung bio break! Sa lamig ba naman sa floor eh mapapatawag ka talaga ng kalikasan eh ! haaaaaaaaaaaay. Those were just some of the "unpleasant" things at work. Marami pang iba. The only good thing is.... MOBY CARAMEL PUFFS! Nyahaha! Sarap sobra nakakaadik ! Hehe. Buti naman at low volume na. Chris brought her baby boy here sa work. He's so cute! Nyahaha. Cute talaga ng mga babies! And speaking of babies.... on the way si Ate Mink! I hope girl na yung sunod
! At home, things are quite rocky... pero okay naman kami... medyo tough lang talaga. Last sunday, mom, nanic, wacks and i went to glorietta to eat lunch at tokyo2x and watched Zathura. Cute ni Dan! and before going home, time zone, grocery tas mass sa Cubic Homes. haaaaaaaaaaaaay. Ako naman... ewan ko ba. Gulong gulo pa din ako sa buhay ko. Im not like 5 yrs ago na sobrang sure sa gagawin. Im 100% sure with the course i took in college. Although im having 2nd thoughts because at first im considering dentistry but my heart belongs to communications . hehe. Ngayon, di ko na alam kung ano gusto ko gawin. hay nako. ewan bwisit. Last Thursday, feeling awful, i went to greenbelt to pray and good thing, may mass ! Nyahaha. After having a good long conversation with Kuya Jess,
i felt better. Better than ever .

HUNNYKINS BIRTHDAY!

2006-02-08T15:14:00.000+08:00

Last Febuary 4 was Patrick's 26th birthday. We celebrated it late that day because of my lazy attitude . Nakatulog kasi ako eh. I drove all the way to his house to pick him up, nakuha ko un ng mga 1 hour lang! nyahahhaha! We're supposed to go to eastwood kaso kakasawa na eh. We headed at the fort to eat dinner at Zong and then went to try Jaipur which was actually not a good choice. i was kinda disappointed. The place was great, ok siya kaso the dj sucks Di mo malaman kung ano ba, old school ba o rnb o reggae. hay nako. Just felt bad bcoz walang black eyes peas! Of all! Yung crowd, medyo off. Okay lang kaso puro bata! Highschool dance ba ito? nyahaha. Matanda lang siguro ako. Medyo maliwanag din kasi. I suddenly missed basement. Dun kasi disco talaga. You'll feel wet and tired! Hahaha! After a few hours, di ko na kaya. My eyes were hurt because of the smoke. I didn't enjoy the rum coke... may trauma padin ako and feet hurts na din! Pwede naman pala magchinelas eh di sana naghavaianas na lang ako! oh well... i wanted to leave na agad. Shempre, quality time na agad with Patrick! Hahaha! We went home ng mga 2. Sobrang happy siya sa gift ko! I gave him his to-die-for toy... transformers na Optimus Prime! Waaaaaaaaah! Buti na lang meron sa Kidz Station! When i saw it with Elma, pinareserve ko agad! Nyahaha! Ayan, ayaw niya ilabas sa kahon. Mawawala daw yung value! Nyehehe. Im so glad he liked it! 0=) tulog ulit siya sa house , he left at about 5:30 am and went straight to work. Such a workaholic!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUNNYKINS! I LOVE YOU!

LATEST UPDATES . . .

2006-01-26T15:11:00.000+08:00

Pc's busted again! oh well,... what can i do... can't upload my new pics on my phone! huhuhuhu! anyway, a lot of things happened last weekend... lemme start with my saturday night...
I'm so glad after work, i went out to see Patrick. Bihira na kasi kami umalis ng saturday nights kasi usually, im tired na after work. Kaya usually, sunday nights kami umaalis. Of course, nagkaaway muna kami bago magkita dahil sa mga childish ways namin. Sobrang kulit! Napakapilit na manood sa shangri-la sa premiere! He wants to try premiere and ayoko naman siynag puntahan dun, kasi pwede naman dito sa greenbelt dba? Hay nako. He's such a brat! Eh siya naman yung gagastos kaya okay lang... so i met him at Shangri-La at medyo hinihika pako... We're disappointed to see that the ones showing on the premiere is not Underworld but Jarhead. Still, being a brat , he insisted to watch it. Just looking at the poster, i don't think im gonna like this film. Its about war, war war . I saw the trailer and its about war! Im not in the mood for this kind of action. I want to see Lil Manhattan or Underworld. Tama ba namang sabihing bibilhan niya na lang ako ng sarili kong ticket basta siya sa premiere! Hay nako! He's just soo excited sa unlimited popcorn and drinks! Well, im not a popcorn person... pag sa movies ah. So we went in. Nothing really special. My snack bar lang and may lobby. Seats were not lazy boy. Think its expensive for 295 bucks! Well, popcorn&drink all-u-can but still...dba? Sabi ko sa kanya matutulog lang ako! but no. I was completely wrong. Astig ang Jarhead! Bumest! Sure its a story about war and military but not even a single soul died. May isa, dahil sa katigasan ng ulo, pero yung patayan na mismo, wala! nyahahaha. it was a good movie. It's a guy movie actually. Boys will like it. After the movie, we went to Metrowalk to eat dinner. It's my first time to go there. Astig din! Nyahaha. We ate at South Sea grill, on the couch outside, under the stars. It was perfect. There's a live band . Retro nga lang yung music nila pero okay lang. nyahaha. Talk about being healthy. I ordered for, you'll never guess, broccolli and tuna flakes ! Nyahaha! It was delicious actually. Naubos ko nga eh. Hehehe. As much as possible, i avoid softdrinks. So i always order iced tea, juices, shakes or just water. Hehehe. We got home ng mga 12:30 na. Tulog siya samin ng mga 5hrs...
following day, sunday, it's Nanic's family day! Bonding with Gem, Mai and Nanic. 0=) Dinner sa bluewave... driver for life. Bought 3 star shoe laces for my Chucks! 0=)
MANNY PACQUIAO IS THE MAN!
Hokei. We watched boxing in school. Sa sobrang excitement ni gem, nasakal niya pko! huhuhuhu. Hehehe. Galing sobra! Gusto ko na din magboxing!

My Dad the Captain

2006-01-19T13:59:00.000+08:00

Papa left for Japan last Feb 11th. All of us were surprised for the sudden departure. He needs to go to Japan to attend a meeting. Yun lang meeting lang. More like a briefing. Parang ganun. He went back home after a few days, which was last Saturday, the 14th. I was so touched with his text "Anna, where are you? I'm home"... those 6 words melted my heart. I've never been so excited to get home! There's also a despedida party for my lolo that time so the whole house was packed (again). Night started to get deep, i told mama and papa that i want a family night out, for the last time this month... we went to Bluewave for Starbucks but unfortunately, there's no room for 5. We went instead to Icebergs. Bought fries for Wacks muna at KFC. Papa ordered for a halo-halo, mama, of course... banana split, Nanic for choco chips parfait, Wacks ordered oreo sundae and I had a choco-orange parfait! YUM! my treat. 0=) .... haaaaayyy... kelan pa kaya ulit to mauulit? hopefully before Christmas this year...

Sunday came, kelangan na umalis ni papa... he's going to Singapore naman. Naiyak ako. Of course, kahit naman nung wednesday eh... but deep inside, Im happy. I feel happy for him. I really do. At last, after more than 20 years, he made it. He made his dream come true. He's already at the peak of his carreer. I'm so proud of him. I always knew he could make it. (shit. naiiyak ako dito sa opis! ^_^') I've got no doubts. He's a man full of hardwork, love, patience, honesty, discipline... he's a man with a BIG BIG heart. He's a man of intelligence, care and understanding. He's my dad, my papa doo, my inspiration and my source of strength.

Congratulations Captain! I salute thee! i love you always 0=)

DRUNKEN MASTER

2006-01-13T12:56:00.000+08:00

Never been extremely wasted in my entire life. Not until it came to a point when i just want to die! It all happened last Sunday when we had our Deroca reunion. It also served as the despedida party for papa. I'm so thrilled to meet my cousins. Di kasi kami ganung kaclose sa father side. We went first to my lola's house in Crame to pick her up and some of our relatives and went to Libingan ng Mga Bayani at the fort to visit my lolo. We had a hearty lunch at home. Grabe po. Isang buong lechon at hindi ko tinigilan ang balat! Plus tito Boy's fried rice at kung ano ano pa. As usual nabusog nanaman ako! Of course after ng lunch and some chika chika, tagay na ng baso! Nyahaha. For the first round, Alfonso I brandy muna ang tinagay namin. 4 kming tumatagy, Cousin Malou and Shiela and tito Ren, tas 1 salingkit! Haha! Nanic had her 1st brandy! Actually, pinilit ko siya. Ayan, naka-2 shots siya! Si mai din, first time! Haha! 0=) i have a cousin, Marvin, he's 18 and walah! may height siya! May matangkad din pala sa angkan namin! Nyahaha! Gimikero din siya. Too bad wala si Cielo, indentical twin ni Shiela. Pag pinagsama mo kaming tatlo, ako yung fraternal twin! Hahaha! astig nga eh, may cousin ulit akong kambal, 2 guys, they're only 14 yrs. old. Sayang wala akong kambal! I've always wanted an identical twin brother! 0=) Can't wait to go out on a gimmick with my cousins! 0=D nyahahaha! Natapos ang unang bote... mejo bangag nako nun. Take note: walang chaser. Di talaga ako nagchchaser eh.. para gumuguhit! Trip kong maginom inom kasi its actually my first time to drink at home, as in yung tagay at heavy inuman. I usually get tipsy sa labas eh, mga dinner dinner., kaya ngayon, wala akong pakialam kasi asa house naman me! Second bottle, Grand Matador Brandy. Nyahaha. Pucha, nawala lahat at dalawa na lang kami ni Shiela tumatagay! I got sooooo drunk! As in! Wala kaming pulutan o kahit chaser, well, just ate tahong and strawberry-choco ice cream in the middle of our inuman session. Holryt. Jamming ang aking tummy! I completely forgot all the crazy things I've done that night. Sabi nila ang kulit kulit ko daw. Basta ang naalala ko nabagsak ko yung mga silya at muntik ng masira mga halaman ng lola ko! Ang tagal ko daw sa banyo, hehe, pinabantay pa nga ko ni Kuya Erwin kay ate Chiqui kasi sobrang tagal ko... minura ko pa yung cousin ko kasi binatuhan ako ng socks ng bro ko, kinantahan ko daw si mama ng "you are so beautiful" and i kept on saying "wag munang magkakababy! ayaw ko muna! Mahal ko ermats ko!" hala! Pero mas grabehan si Shiela, napaupo pa siya kasi sumayaw pa kasi eh! I have to shake my booty pa daw! Nyahaha! After that, i went straight to bed. Di na nga ko nakapagbihis eh... sa banyo nako nagbihis at di ko alam kung pano! At exactly 12 midnyt, i woke up. Pucha. Eto na. I have to throw up. Dati for me, masarap yung feeling ng magvvomit tas magiging okay na. Pucha. Ngayon, mas gusto ko pang mamatay! Since walang laman yung tummy ko, kung ano yung ininum ko, yun din exactly yung lumalabas sakin! 0=( KADIRI! Every after hour ako nagigising to throw up! May bowl na nga sa ilalim ng bed para magllean na lang ako eh! Wala ako masabi. I didn't like the feeling. Di ako pinatulog ng tummy and headache! Buti na lang walang pasok the following day. May hangover pko kinabukasan. Yung headache ko umabot ng tuesday. 0=( huhuhu... ayoko na talaga. Sa december na lang ulit...

Ang mga Deroca, magaling tumagay. Dapat di ako madaling masenglot! Ang mga Deroca din eh mahilig magsugal. At sorry ulit, di ako marunong ng tong-its at mahjong! haaaaay. Basta, proud ako. Deroca ako. 0=)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2006-01-02T21:11:00.000+08:00

It’s the year of the dog! Spent the whole day with my family at home. Last Saturday, after work, I went straight to bed. Ilang gabi nakong puyat. 0=/ I woke up at 11:51 pm. Ang ingay na sa labas! I changed clothes, got my tiara and went outside. Hehe. Waaaaah! I love fireworks! Bumest naman yung mga fireworks ng aming neighbors! No need to go to Roxas! Hehe. Kami yung pinakamaingay! Talon naman nako as if may pag-asa pa! Haha! Of course di kumpleto ang new year kahit na may colorful fireworks, my whole family, media noche, prosperity candles, etc… pag walang PAMPLINA! Sa new year lang kasi siya masarap and my family makes the best pamplina ever! Di ako actually kumakain pag iba yung nagluto. Hehehe. I drank white wine with my dad ayan tuloy lalong sumakit lalamunan ko. 0=/ pero okay lang! We went to Malate to hear mass the next day, di nanaman namin nasimulan! 0=( Im soo happy kasi complete ulit kaming family. I love family gatherings! 0=) Made earrings with my pamangkins! Nachallenge nga ako eh! I made one pair for mai, jamie and elsie and two pairs for andie! My harry potter books are here! Sa wakas! Kaso yung book one ko akay ate mink pa din eh. 0=/ oh welsh… I ended the day updating my starbucks planner. I can’t help smiling! Hehe 0=)

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Patrick picked me up from work last Saturday. It’s our time to celebrate New year! All I can say is… hehehe. 0=) 2002, 2003, 2004, 2005 and now 2006. I’m so glad I still have my hunnykins. 0=)

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I had my first shopping for the year! Damn I feel so tired right now! Araw-araw na lang ako umaalis! I went to 168 and Tutuban with nanic, maika, roan and her husband job and baby kiel! Nabitin ako. 0=( have to go back by the end of January! Bought 3 pants for work, Little Mermaid stickers, Disney Princesses baraha, star puncher, never-ending abubots, 2 tops, pink bras, and a long nose for my abubot-making hobby. Nangangalawang na kasi yung old one eh. Hehe 0=)

STARBUCKS MANIA

2005-12-30T15:17:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, ika and i had an adventure. During down time, we went down to buy her last cup for the planner. UBOS NA! wahahaha! Ika was so disappointed. So we went to Insular, across the street to check if they have stock. Wala na din! Feeling so blue, we went back here and then after withdrawing some cash, ika asked me if i can go with her in greenbelt to check if they have stock. 30 mns na lang, uwian na! TAkbo kami papuntang greenbelt, sa wakas! Yahooooo! Everyone is going crazy over their planner! Hahaha! Speaking of planner, i bought a refill for my pen for my planner na! Can't wait to write on it! Need to buy new sets of gelly rolls. I ate dinner last night with my cousins sa rooftop. We're waiting for the fireworks! Major traffic daw sa Roxas kaya rooftop na lang kami. Im not that impressed sa US, pero may smiley sila chaka '@' sign. hehehe. After watching the fireworks, sleep lang ako saglit kasi later on, manlilibre si Kuya Ponch sa starbucks! Nyahahaha! Can't get enough of it! Addik! Dapat sana sa the fort kaso mas malapit sa magallanes. I ordered grande peppermint hot chocolate (as always)... i tried their peppermint brownie! sarap! d naman ako mukhang peppermint eh noh?! haha! Ang saya! Bonding bonding. Yun nga lang yung mga matatanda eh hiwalay! Hehehe. 0=) We went home at about 2 am na. Im too sleepy to change clothes but when i saw my planner, i grabbed my gelly rolls and started scribbling! 0=) *saya!*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUYA JESS! 0=)

2005-12-27T15:37:00.000+08:00

Mom and i completed the simbang gabi! 0=) we had a family reunion at my tita's house in camella. Reunion talaga. Our lola burst into joyful tears when she saw her brother. It was a gigantic surprise for all of us to see tito Abel! Mama's cousins were also there to celebrate Christmas w/ us. I met cousin justin. He's only 16, nyehehe. Food was everywhere! 0=D Im so happy we're complete. Well, not actually, Tita Marit & Uncle Roger weren't able to come home this holiday season. Everything was perfect for me this Christmas! I was able to afford to buy Christmas presents for my relatives. Para san pa ang 13th month pay dba? Di ko alam kung san napunta yung 10grand ko... pero ok lang. Ü at least halos lahat sila nabigyan ko.. 0=)

This Christmas eve, i received the most priceless gifts ever! First, was a 500 peso from my dad. Im not expecting anything actually. His presence is enough for a merry christmas. That would be my first "real" bank. Starting next year, i'll save na talaga for my future. 0=) I should be mature enough to control myself and be money wise. Second was from my hunnykins. I cried when i took a good look at it. It's a mosaic. Two of our best pictures ever in mosaic! He made it himself! Soo sweet! Lahat ng pictures namin andon! From our first pic together on his phone hanggang sa latest. Aaaawwwwww...0=) My last priceless Christmas gift is.... MY STARBUCKS PLANNER! Nyahaha! My cousins and i went to starbucks! Di dapat tuloy kasi first, nakatulog si alj pati yung manlilibre samin! Tas tinatamad magdrive yung mga iba kong kuya. Buti na lang pinayagan kami umalis ni papa! Willing pa talaga ako sunduin mga kuya ko at maging driver nila! Bad trip pa una kasi sarado sa Rockwell! Oh well, good thing there's 6750. Ü Thanks to my sister Nanic and to my cousins... Maika, Ria, Mai, ate Chiq and Kuya Erwin... Sa wakas!

I love december! My birthday, Kuya Jess' birthday... It's all about families, love, shopping!, hot chocolate, starbucks red cups, 13th month pay, simbang gabi and of course priceless gifts. 0=)

MY SHORT CHRISTMAS VACATION

2005-12-22T14:02:00.000+08:00

TUESDAY: First Sick Leave!

I slept the entire homily. I let mama drive. I'm sooo sleepy! Sa sobrang antok ko, nasagasaan ni mama yung buntot ni bruce! Poor bruce... sorry, ikaw din naman kasi eh! antok ka din! After the simbang gabi, i went straight to bed. I can't work right now. I'm not gonna sacrifice my csat for this! Di ko na talaga kaya... 0=( ayaw ko talaga mag absent and i know, i can't handle good calls being like this! I begged my parents to let me be on sick leave! Kahit ngayon lang! Nyahaha. 2:30 nako nagising! When i woke up, pucha. sakit ng ulo ko. 0=( i ate lunch and after that, i changed clothes. Papa and i went to glorietta to meet mama, nanic and wacks. I need to do another Christmas shopping! This time, im gonna shop for Renzo, Andie, baby poipoi and baby kiel, my inaanaks! We went to sm, mama helped me since i've got no idea about baby stuffs. All i can think of are toys! Haha! I drove on our way home. GRABE. Kinakabahan ako kasi first time ko magdrive with papa on the passenger seat. Hehe. Ok naman. 0=) Another family day for me, and an extended vacation. 0=) saya. 0=)

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WEDNESDAY: PAPA'S CHRISTMAS PARTY

Im already at work. I already turned on my computer. Good thing Pam told me about going on half day and i decided to just go home since it's only 7:25am and wala pang masyadong tao. 0=) pag emergency leave kasi may bawas sa sweldo eh, ganun pag half day, kaya sick leave na lang uli! Bwahahahaha! Commute lang me pauwi, haaaaay. i remember my 3:30 am shift. Very toxic yun! Tulog lang ulit ako pagkauwi ko until 2pm tas ayos na ulit kami coz it's papa's christmas party sa work! Nyahaha! of course, shempre si mama, nataranta. Di ko actually feel yung suot ko kahapon pero baka magalit si mama eh! Hahaha! Yuppie-ng yuppie po noh! Hehe. I didn't eat lunch kasi alam kong madaming food! For the 5th time this week, i had soooo much fun! Papa and mama joined sa Trip to Jerusalem game! Hahaha! Shempre una silang na-out! 0=) si mama kasi may pagka-KJ! Hehe. Nagfocus siya masyado sa pagsasayaw eh! Haha! Food was great (again!) lalo na yung dessert! Leche flan! Nyahahaha! Im so happy! Napakain ko si Wacks ng hipon! What an achievement! Nyahaha. 0=) After dinner, Papa told me to dance with him. Shempre tayo naman ako kahit retro yung tugtog! nyahahaha! And then Athina and Wacks joined in and after a few minutes sumali na din si mama! Ang saya! First time namin sumayaw na kaming 5! Wacks' so cute, nagbreak dance pa! Haha! Kakapagod. We left the party nung inuman sessions na. We went to mcdo hp for wacks. I saw anne with dianne and finally, i met anne's bf. Hahaha! galing ko umarte, stephanie DAW!? haaaaayyyy. Sa wakas. May bf na din ang 16 ko! Bagay sila. 0=) goodluck anne and paul! 0=)

WEEKEND SPECIAL

2005-12-21T06:41:00.000+08:00

SATURDAY: SYKES Christmas Party
My weekend was packed. My small vacation started last Saturday night. After 2 hours of non-stop walking I finally managed to decide what to wear on Patrick’s Christmas party. Before going home, I dropped by David’s for a trim. Ang ganda ng buhok ng lola mo! Haha! It was hard to find a cab to get home, I even walked along pasay road to get one. Plus 40 pa yun ah! I hate taxi drivers who wants a raise but the hell, my feet are dead tired. Badtrip pa sa service road may banggaan, so ikot pa kami, in short, plus 25bucks para sa toll. Bwisit. Papa called me while nasa cab, he told me na he’ll be home by 9 and I have to wait pa if I want to bring the car. *sigh* Im such a crammer. When I got home, I went to bed and stretched every part of my body. Haaaay kakapagod. Patrick arrived, di pako nakakaligo! Haha! We waited for papa and we left past 9 na. We brought Wacks’ Mulawin costume and my black wings. I need to be in costume daw para makapasok ako! Wahahaha! Have no choice but to wear it. Haha! I hate to admit pero masaya yung party nila! Bwahaha! (hoy hunnykins! Wag kang mayabang! Chamba lang yun dahil alam kong pinaghandaan niyo ng mabuti un dahil alam niyong dadating and isang taga-convergys!) hehehe. The food was awesome. Ayun. Nabusog nanaman ako. Ang astig nga eh. Halos lahat nakascostume! Unlike sa mga parties namin. Kokonti ang mga nagccostume kasi mga KJ! Sayang! Di ko pa kinarreer yung party! Eh di sana nagmermaid costume ako! Hahaha! Fantasy kasi yung theme. PICC is quite big enough for the company. Rivermaya was there to amuse the crowd. Ang galing nila! I had soo much fun! 0=) well, hindi talaga sa party ah, dahil kasama ko si Patrick 0;) nyahahaha! Uwi na kami ng mga 2. Can’t stay too late kasi I have an affair on Sunday. All in all, average lang yung party. Pwede na. 0;) hehehehe… I love you hunnykins! Happy 46th monthsary! *mwah* thanks for bringing me to your Christmas party at nahug kita ng matagal and for making me warm kasi sobrang lamiiig! 0=)

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SUNDAY: Complete family day!
It was food galore last Sunday. I woke up lunchtime. It’s so far the best lunch for me! Punta dito mga taga-camella and better living kaya ang saya! Kumain kami sa dahon ng saging. 0=) Naka 6 rice ako! I had Tilapia, Liempo, Nilaga, Tahong, Talaba, Kamatis at Mangga, and watermelon for dessert! I’m trying to avoid coke na kaya water lang me. Haaaay. Think we should start a resto. Sarap talaga ng food dito sa house! 0=) After that fulfilling lunch, alis kaming Deroca family. Punta kami sa house ng friend ni papa. Tahimik dun sobra, tas mahanagin and they have a cute cute 1 yr old baby boy! His name is Vinz and sobrang likot! Nyahahaha! May mga puppies din kaso nakakatakot yung mga parents nila kaya di namin nalaro ni nanic. Huhuhu. After that, we went to our Christmas party at the fort, NBC tent. Tambay lang ako dun for like 10 mns tas alis na. I’m just after their free bag na di ko naman nakuha dahil ang haba ng pila! Hay nako. Just ate a choco crepe tas tiangge na sa may labas. 0=) After that, we went to greenbelt to watch Kingkong. 0=) di me nakapag withdraw kasi ayaw kaya si papa muna nagbayad. Hehe. Tnreat ko na lang sila sa KFC for dinner. The movie will start at 10:30 pa kaya we spent like an hour at Time Zone. Shempre, spoiled sakin ang 2 kong kapatid! Hahaha! First place ako sa basketball! 0=) Badtrip nga lang kasi hinika si Wacks. Kaso sayang naman yung movie tickets pag di kami nanood. We went home ng mga 2:30 am na. We stopped by Mercury pa after to buy medicine. Waaaaah! Need to wake up at 3:30 for the simbang gabi! I had a great time with my family! I’m sooo happy dahil complete kami! It’s like an early Christmas gift for me! 0=)

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MONDAY: The Art of Shopping
Monday is 168 day! Gem and I were supposed to meet at 8am. Since I didn’t get enough sleep, 8 am became 9:30. We reached KFC divisoria by 10 already. Since we met up in edsa taft, we decided to go UK shopping first before riding the jeepney going to divi. I promised to ONLY spend my money for my regalos. I bought a denim jacket for my tita and gem bought a black trench for herself. Tig-180 yun. We left it at the store because we don’t wanna bring anything. I have 2,000 on my tiny sling bag and another 2,000 on my socks. (just in case) hehehe. Im gonna splurge! Still have no gifts for my lola, my aunties and my tito’s. Hours of walking, shopping, making tawad and laughing passed by. I spent half of my money in accessories! Nataranta ako! Hahaha! I spent like a thou for beads and other thingies for my hobby. Pucha. Labas lang ako ng labas ng money! I didn’t realized na I have to use my spare money na! We ended at about 5pm. Ate lunch/dinner at KFC. Natapos na’t lahat-lahat 800 na lang natira sa bulsa ko! Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! Di ko talaga alam kung saan napunta. My four grand vanished in a snap. Just like that! Tas bad trip pa! May naiwan akong slippers! Di ko alam kung san ko naiwanan! 0=( oh well, pamasko ko na yun sa makakapulot nun. Sana lang size 6 din siya! Hehe. Our shopping didn’t end in 168, when we went back to edsa, UK galore nanaman! Hahaha! I bought a top for my tita terno sa mga accessories na binili ko sa kanya and a Jamaican colorful cardigan for me! Grabe. Sobrang nakakapagod! I reached home ng mga 8. I gathered all my stuffs sa bed tas after magsukat sukat, natulog na talaga ako. Gigising pko ng 3:30! Wala pakong tulog! Anyway, I had fun doing my Christmas shopping! Cramming but exciting! Di pako tapos. Still got no gifts for my inaanaks! Waaaaaaaaaaah! Still don’t have a gift for papa. 3,500 na lang budget ko sa kanya. 0=( pati sa nabunot ko sa Maña Nita! *sigh* Basta dapat before Christmas, nabalot ko na lahat. 0=)

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Everything is worth it with my bestfriend gem 0=) perfect buddy for shopping! Medyo hinika pa ako sa kakatawa namin! We had so much fun. Here’s a list of our unforgettable moments in 168

- perfect BURA

- HOGO boss for men

- Juniper WIND

- All our deadly kalabit sessions! Gagu ka Gem! Akala ko magpapasa likod ko sa kakalabit mo! Naghaharutan kami habang naglalakad! Wahahaha!

- Princess Anna and Princess Gem. We wore a tiara from 168 going to KFC and going to Pedro Gil lrt. Hahaha! Trip lang! Sumasabog na kasi yung buhok ko eh! Lahat ng tao tawag samin Ms. Universe o mga prinsesa! Haha! A girl beside me sa jeepney even asked why are we wearing tiara’s. Hahahahahaha! 0=D

- Nadagdagan na yung apir namin! Sana lang maalala natin lahat! 0=)

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4 grand slipped away! I bought… in 168

- 3 shoes for my lola and 2 aunties

- loads of accessories!!! As in loads! For my collection and for my aunts as well

- 2 corona caps. One for me and for my sister. Bumest naman! Galing ko talaga makakita! Pink and green for nanic and white, yellow and green for me! Perefect for my Brazil Jacket.

- slippers for me na cute na nawala. 0=(

- a blue light saber and a wrestling ring for wacks!

- a blue top for me - yun lang ata.. ay! Grabe! Gem and I bought this red necklace for 120 mukha siyang 500! Hahahaha! Bumest! 0=)

all in all I spent 3,000 on ukay-ukay this holiday season. I bought clothes for my cousins! There’s a BEST ukay along kalaw! Medyo mahal pero take note! Ang brand! Mostly Topshop, mango, playboy! Wahahahaha! 0=)

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TOP 10 DON’T EVER EVER FORGET WHEN GOING CHRISTMAS SHOPPING

- a shopping list! Para di ka mataranta, wala ka makalimutan at organized.

- go with someone na hindi madaling mapagod! Going with your bestfriend will be fun!

- since 2 o mas marami kayo, when buying, pagsamasamahin niyo kasi mas cheap pag wholesale. 0=) tanga tanga namin ni gem. Di namin naisip un!

- matutong tumawad! Actually, di ako marunong nun! Mas magaling pa si Patrick tumawad sakin! 0=/

- wear comfy clothes. Wag chinelas para di maapakan! White shirt o something pastel para di mainit

- ponytail o tiaras!

- BIG bags, yung kasha na lahat para walang makalimutan! (san na kaya slippers ko?huhu)

- Bring spare money kahit 1 grand lang. You’ll never know! And if you have, wag mo isipin na meron naman ako extra kaya splurge pa din. NO! instead learn to control and isipin mo la ka na money! (ang labo!)

- Gumising ng maaga. Make sure di ka puyat and u should have eaten breakfast to keep you going. 0=)

- Sa labas, mas mura.

RED CRAB

2005-12-17T15:56:00.000+08:00

Team warriors ate dinner at red crab in greenbelt last night. Honestly, medyo bitin. The food was great kaso bitin talaga. Kasi walang dessert! haha! Chaka sobrang bilis. Parang 30 mns lang ata kami kumain tas picture taking na! haha! I loooove their watermelon shake! After dinner, some of us went to Oodys for some beer. Im not in the mood to drink. I don't like the feeling of being wasted and that heavy hang over! yuck! While hanging out in Oodys, there's a fireworks display! Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh! I like fireworks! Kinikilig kasi ako eh, pag sobrang cute! haha! Papa picked me up at about 9pm. He's with mama and Nanic. Naka 4 rice ako sa red crab! Waaaaaaaaaahhhh! Nyahaha.All i can say is that i love seafoods and vegetables.0=) i went to bed right away. Have to wake up at 3:30 for the simbang gabi.0=) Hehe. Well, i woke at 3:30 and changed clothes. feel too sleepy to take a bath. I drove to the church with mama and nanic and i left the parking lights the entire mass! Waaaah! This is my second time! Parati ko siyang nakakalimutang patayin! ... oh well... change topic. I don't know what to wear later... It's Patrick's Christmas party at PICC. I have no idea...0=/ gusto ko nga lang magchinelas eh. haha! siguro ok lang yun kesa sa chucks! Still don't know what to wear tom on our Christmas party too. The theme is WHITE, a masquerade party. Haysus! as if naman! I'll just shop for something white later, di nko magmmask. sus! Also have no idea what to wear on Christmas! Planning to wear something gold and white... i've been eyeing this nike cortez white and gold in Shoe Salon! Waaaaaaaaaah! Im also planning to wear BraziL tank top from adidas! Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaay... i'll probably cram next week! On monday, gem and i will go to 168! Can't wait for that! 0;)

German Cookie 05

2005-12-16T10:49:00.000+08:00

Simbang gabi na! O=) Papa, Mama and I went to St.scho early this morning for the simbang gabi. It was Nanic's peace camp so we decided to attend mass there. We're late O=/ it's crowded in Kuniberta hall. Kasi naman, bat hindi na lang sa grounds eh! After the mass, i ate a German cookie! It tastes like rubber but i enjoyed every bite of it. Christmas won't be Christmas without german cookies and st.scho's simbang gabi. I ate breakfast there na din with Nanic and Mai. I was actually late for work today kasi napunit yung pants ko! As in puuuniiiit! Sa may upper thigh at exposed na ang pink panty ko na may stars! I immediately called TL jing to tell her that im gonna be late. Good thing we dropped by mai's house and she let me borrow her pants. Haha! parang holler! ang laki laki ni mai! Ang luwag tulog ng pants ko ngayon... 0=( size 26 kasi to... I feel happy right now. 0=) Im wearing my Brazil adidas jacket and my Brazil chinelas... Thank you hunnykins! hehehe. 0=) Anyway, tonight is the night! Sa wakas! matutuloy din ang pinakahihintay naming team dinner! Best team kasi kami nung October... 0=)

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7 stickers to go! Planner is mine! 0=)

am i losing it???

2005-12-13T13:41:00.000+08:00

ohmigosh! when we had our choopsies reunion, all i can say is, im oh so left behind! As in literal! Not just on updates about my barkadas lives but also on the latest kakikayans! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! When it's time for picture taking, they all got their kikay kits and began retouching. Wala akong nalabas. We used to have our own kikay kits and i remember i always got the pink and red shades... now all i got is a comb, petroleum jelly and my best lip buddy, nivea cherry. I've got no blush-ons, powder, etc. 0=/ they got new sets of beauty paraphernalias! Where's my glitter and shimmer collection? haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyy. They all improved.They all look gorgoeus and stunning! Well... ok naman ako eh. I feel comfy w/ my Chucks pero ang rugged ko talaga! Kelangan ko na ba talaga mag move on sa gantong style? I've always been the sporty one.Kahit sa mtv ng spicegirls namin dati kahit gusto ko si Victoria! nyehehehe. Ok lang naman kay Patrick na ganto eh... as long as d ako magmake-up. 0=/ Ayaw ko talaga magheels eh! Di ako marunong maglakad! I mean, kaya ko pero di tlga ako comfy... Maarte ako minsan, i mean, i wear killer skirts pag may gimmik, kaso bihira na lang talaga ngayon! Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh! am i losing it? Tumatanda bko ng paurong? Hala! Parati na lang ako napapagkalamang 15 o 16 yrs old! Nung una ok pa... pero parang hindi na ngayon!!! I should do something about this. It bothers me... 0=( gem's right, i should move on. but again maybe not. 0;)

CHOOPSIES REUNION

2005-12-12T21:49:00.000+08:00

It was 9 months since I last saw my college friends. That was since graduation. I haven’t seen them since the night we marched on stage and sang our grad song. I haven’t heard from them… any of them. I’ve been looking forward for this for such a looooooooong time. I can’t wait to see Angela’s baby. Baby Xave is already 7 mos! I was shocked when I read her friendster message. I promised her that I’ll visit her a few mos ago but it never happened because I’ve got a busy sched. It was raining really hard last Saturday but of course, that wouldn’t keep me from going to angela’s house in las piñas. I drove all the way from my house to Angelas’s place. Patrick is so sweet… kahit wala pa siyang tulog at di pa siya nakakauwi eh sinamahan niya ko. 0=) He slept the whole journey. Ginigising ko lang siya pag feel ko mababangga ako sa right side kasi sobrang tight ng traffic along sm southmall. Ohmigosh! I hugged all of them pagkababa ko sa car! 0=D I‘m in high spirits! Haha! We ate yellow cab pizza and chicken. Yannie, ang sarap ng chicken mo! We chatted the whole night. Reminiscing all our kagaguhans in college! Grabe. Namiss ko talaga sila lahat! Angela is so lucky! Sobrang gwapo ni Xave! Waaaaaaaaaahhhh! As in gwapo! Hihintayin ko siya paglaki! Bwahahah! Doña Nikka, ayun, maganda pa din ang hair and ang biggie na din ni Weison! Haha! Kamukha ni Wei yung kid nila habang lumalaki. Sobrang likot chaka ang cute pag nagsasalita! Si trins pumayat at ang haba na ng hair niya! Single at 100% kupal pa din! Hehe. Thanks to her effort at natuloy tong reunion namin! Yannie a.k.a Len Laurel, forever black beauty talaga! She looks like Kas! Haha! Andun si sweet and im glad na sila pa din! 0=) Milcah came next, sexy pa din! She works in PAL. Sha-shi, as always, late forever! Nagpahair spa pa ang loka! At ang pilik mata! 0=) We laughed and took pictures. Patrick is our camera man. 0=) we called it a night at about 1am. Gigimmik pa sila Yannie, Milcah and Shash with their boylets. I can’t go with them because papa’s coming home and I don’t wanna be wasted the next day! Mahirap na. Hehe. Sha-shi’s leaving by the end of the month so malamang magkikita-kita pa kami. Ü haaaaaaaaaaay… our lives have changed. All of us are walking on different paths right now. I feel so blessed having friends like them. I’am and will always be proud being a Choopsie. 0=)

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* You surprised me hunnykins! thank you for being there despite of ur workloads! *mwah* i love you!

* CHICKIE! MISS NA KITA!!! Bat wala ka nung reunion? 0=( paramdam ka...

shiver on winter wonder land!

2005-12-08T14:16:00.000+08:00

Nakatrench coat na nga ng maong chaka black blanket malamig pa din!
0=( waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!!!

brrrrrrrr part 2

2005-12-07T11:22:00.000+08:00

Got my liscense yestahday! Yipee! anyway, 18 more minutes till lunch... im so freakin hungry. 0=( patrick is still at work. We're chatting and he got loads to do. Wawa naman... he's so sleepy. Oh well, a lot of things will be happening starting today. Tomorrow, ill start my Christmas shopping. Im such a crammer! Divi, Tutuban and 168 are already waiting for me! Im not yet sure what to buy for my relatives. Cash o gifts? eeerrrr. Gusto ko kasi magbalot eh! nyahaha! ANyway, Patrick told me what he wants for Christmas. He wants issey miyake. Gusto ko din siya bilhan ng wallet kasi ang bulok at panget ng wallet niya! eew. garbage. nyahaha. He's asking me what i want for Christmas. I cant think of anything talaga! Gusto ko rubbershoes for my collection eh ayaw niya... anyway, he gave me a brasil jacket with terno havaianas nung birthday ko. O=) nyahaha. haaaaayyy. bahala na. Mas gumagana utak ko pag cramming talaga eh... d ko pa din alam susuotin ko sa Pasko... waaaaahhhhh! . . . may team meeting ulit mamaya... sana lang may good news ulit... later na lang ulit...

brrrrrrrrrr

2005-12-06T12:24:00.000+08:00

fudge. sobrang lamig dito sa work. Christmas na Christmas! nyahahaha! Anyway, just finished my toffee nut latte. Rich ako ngayon kaya pastarbucks starbucks na lang! I just got my 13th month pay. YAHOO! at last, may pangregalo nko! oh well... papa will be here for Christmas! wahoo! wait lang... nawiwiwi ako.. hehehe...

ayan... kakatapos lang din ng team meeting... wait lang.. magttest lang ako. Ü

ayan tapos na! 3 questions lang nangopya pako. oh well... 9 mns na lang tom na lang... nyahaha... bigla akong tinamad eh! hahahaha! ay, to na lang kwento ko. BAD TRIP last friday, pparenew ng lisensha tas biglang d pwede sa may mrt! i need to go back daw sa coastal! waaaaaaahhhhh! anyway, sinamahan ako ng tito ko dun yesterday... mabilis lang. nakapag drug test and medical nnaman ako eh... pero d ko pa nakukuha. haaaayyyy... i need it na!!!! 0=(

MY SATURDAY NIGHT

2005-11-27T17:29:00.000+08:00

After work, I went straight to glorietta with Pam to shop for clothes for the party. Forever crammer talaga ako. Well, actually not on parties. I usually plan ahead. Way ahead! May get-up na ako bago pa ko magkaron ng gimmick. Ewan ko kung bakit ngayon, I don’t have any clue. I feel excited for the party pero tinamad ako nung wala nako mahanap. I need to go home pa to freshen up and change and to get the car. Haaaayyy. Weird nga eh. Coz I don’t turn down parties. Free food and tequila! What could be more fun than that? I called up Patrick and told him to meet me in G4 and watch a movie. While waiting for him, I bought tickets already and went shopping. Im so glad Elma’s there. She’s also waiting for her bf! It’s our first time to meet her bf! Sa wakas! After 7 yrs, nagka bf na ulit siya! Isa lang masasabi ko… She’s Gonna Get Laaaid! Nyahaha! I gave Patrick a giant hug when I saw him. Boy I missed him soo much! I had a tasty steak for dinner, went to time zone (ahem! Sinong talo NANAMAN sa Daytona? Hehe) and watched the last full show of Harry Potter. Before going home, Patrick got me my starbucks!Ü When we got home, hehe. Strong ice muna bago matulog. Hahaha! 0=) I had a great time with him.

Don’t need a smashing party or whatsoever to fill me on a Saturday night. Just a plain date, movies, dinner, coffee will do. I don’t need mini skirts, stilettos, make-up and loud music to party. Baby sports tee, chucks, a ponytail and silence will be fine. I don’t need 7 shots of tequila or even weng-weng to be wasted and get naughty. 1 bottle of strong ice and some tight hugs can keep me warm.Ü I don’t need a huge crowd to please me… just a guy named Patrick, my hunnykins, will make my Saturday night. 0=)

I’ve got the BEST mom on earth!

2005-11-27T17:26:00.000+08:00

Mama turned 45 last November 25th. I was kinda worried early that day because Im having problems what to wear on our 70’s party. ARGH! My lola even lend me her shades during her years! Cool! Hahaha! It’s not hers actually, malamang sa older sister ng mom ko. I drove mama and gay-gay to sm bicutan to shop for food for dinner. Hay nako. Wala akong mahanap na susuotin! Kahit accessories wala! I can’t make up my mind! I wanna be like one of those foxy gurls during 70’s o yung hippie na afro or one of the stars in Austin Powers! I really don’t know why I feel sad, confused, hurt… basta bad trip ako last Friday. I shouldn’t be! It’s mom’s birthday and I should feel happy! My mood changed when Wacks and Nanic came home from school… Wacks was playing the guitar when I called him, its time to give our birthday present! Nanic even blind folded mama para exciting! Haha! I let Wacks carry the huge gift while I play the guitar and we all sang Happy Birthday. When mom opened the gift, I saw a huge smile on her face. Now I feel a lot better! She gave Nanic, Wacks and I bear hugs! Grabe. Sarap ng feeling! Im so glad she liked it… I bought her a sanyo CD/cassette player. Yun naman yung gusto niya eh… akala niya siguro di ko bibilin yun! Haha! My smile never faded throughout the night. Dinner was great. As always! Sarap talaga kumain dito sa house! Bumest ang chicken! There’s ice-cream which made my smile bigger! Before I closed my eyes to sleep that night,

a thought hit my head… there’s no reason for me to be sad as long as I see my loved ones happy. 0=)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA! WE LOVE YOU! 0=)

...THANKSGIVING DAY...

2005-11-25T09:51:00.000+08:00

It's our day-off. Yipeee! But i already filed a leave before pa... oh well... Sprint is closed right now because its thanksgiving in the US. Yesterday it was low volume. Sobra. I gave tons of credit for my dear customers... pamasko ko na sa kanila yon. hehehe. Anyway, we had a free turkey sandwiches yesterday. Nampotek. Sobrang nipis. There's a whole turkey kaso heller, uwian na nun! Work is pretty good... Rank 2 ako sa stack ranking namin for team warriors for October. Nagulat nga ako eh... kasi i know na bottom ako when it comes to long calls... hehe. Pero at least dba? Out of like 30 calls, may 1 o 2 lang yung hindi ko nasasatisfy. Yung mga tipong irate na ayaw makinig na stupid. hehehe. Anyway, di pako nassurvey kaya ayan tuloy... wala akong gc from rustans! 0=(

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WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Im sooo addicted to starbucks!!!!! 0=D

2005-11-15T15:20:00.000+08:00

UPDATES 2 . . . . .

G.Y.M life

Ive been absent from my gym sessions for 3 weeks... almost a month. It all started because last first week of november, i usually stay after my shift to decorate the floor for the halloween. And then yun. tinamad na ko... hehehe... i went back last monday. Im so happy nothing really changed. I just lost 1 pound. HAHA! It's because i lost some muscle tissues. haha! My body fat is still the same! Im still between acceptable and good! Yahooo! Taena, ngayon tuloy ang sakit ng katawan ko!!! 0=( huhuhu. anyway, I miss dancing... there's again, an audition for dance troupe here sa work... i miss it soo much i wanna join but i changed my mind... HUWAAT??? si Anna tumanggi???!!! well,,, mawawalan ako ng oras sa aking minamahal. Yun lang. I've changed my priorities... is this true? hahaha! Anyway, i've also changed my mind about getting a belly pierce. hehehe... 0=) Oh well, i feel sooo fat when i stopped going to the gym. Grabe! Lamon ako ng lamon! Waaaaaaaaaahhhh! I was so paranoid kaya aun, hehehe... Kahit na ngggym ako sinasabihan pa din ako ni Patrick ng tabachoy! 0=( hmph! ok lang! alam ko namang di totoo un! bwahahahaha! 0;)

2005-11-11T16:16:00.000+08:00

UPDATES . . . . .

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FAmiLY

i miss everyone at home! I miss playing with wacks, i rarely see nanic, mom's usually asleep when i get home... and mostly, i miss my dad... 0=( how i wish i could talk to him about everything right now. About my work, about putting up a business, about getting a puppy, about my lovelife and about having a baby. JOKE! haha! Everythings pretty normal at home. Baby Kiel is growing so fast! Ninang ako!!!! Dec ang binyag. hehe. Ang cute talaga ng dimples niya! He has 4 dimples. 2 lil dimples appear when he frowns and 2 big dimples appear when he smiles! Hehehe. Negro nga pero bumest sa smile! Hehe... anyway, last monday, we went to Blue Wave to eat dinner, sa Max's, tito Jim's treat! Hay nako! Sa wakas! Natupad din! Hahaha! Saya nga eh. Just like the old days nung pumapasok ako... Sabay kami lahat uuwi tas ang ingay ingay namin sa sasakyan! Kantahan, laughtrip and picture picture galore! Hehehe. *sigh* i miss those days... sana ganun pa din... 0=/ change topic: i hate bruce and billy! our black labradors sa house! Umagang umaga eh ang baho! ahahaha! Bwisit! Hehehe. AAAYYYY! Lapit na birthday ni mama! Waaaaaaaahhh! I wanna give her a cross necklace tas 3,000 worth of groceries! kaso sinabi na niya gusto niya... CD player at casette. Sabi ko nga! Dapat nga cel phone eh... kaso di ko pa kaya!!! hehehe... Anyway, gift hunting kung saan saan... haaaaayyy.... may nakita ako! astig! pabilog siya! kaso naman... 6,999... 5000 lang budget ko! 0=( takte... basta gagawa ako ng paraan para maging 6,999 ang 5,000! hehehe... 0=) Basta para kay mama, lahat posible!

WoRk

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We are the BEST team! Go Warriors! Hehehe. 0=) We're supposed to win 50,00 for the team kaso d man lang kmi tinulungan ng ibang teams kaya di umabot sa goal yung site. Oh well... okie lang! Hehehe... We reached 90% for csat for the whole month of october. Ü ang galing galing! dream team! ahahaha! Actually, nakakatamad pumasok dahil nakkapurga mag calls calls calls... pero parati namang laughtrip kaya okay lang and its usually low volume. 8am to 5 na kami coz of daylight saving time. Im so happy kasabay ko na cuzn and tita ko pauwi! Bawas gastos! Nyahaha! We're going to have a victory team dinner. We're not yet sure kung saan... either red crab or national sports grill... 0=) i cant wait for that! Free food! yay! Hehe. Anyway, we had a halloween party at Hard Rock cafe. Hahaha! Naging contestant ba namn ako sa costume eh im just wearin an old school style tas sungay! aun lang! Nagtago tuloy ako nung inaannounce yung mga contestant! Oh well, i wore my black wings na din. haha! so, im an old school fallen angel haha! i got 500 din for being hermione. haha! benta! i love my curls! thanks to cousin ria! galing mo tlga! ur the gurl! haha! oh well, nakakahiya. Ako ang may pinakamataas na AHT! in short, ako ang madalas na may long call! waaaaaahhh! Eh kasi naman, 1 goal lang tlga, cust satisfaction. im doing good pero hay jusko! Anu pa ba? Ay! our wave, wave 6, regular na! yahoo! tagal ko na pala dito. Almost 7 months! haaaay... ayun, nilibre namin yung team namin ng 5 boxes of yellow cab while decorating the floor for halloween. 0=) Saya! Even though d kami nanalo ok lang.. i had fun decorating! Lalo na nung naghanap nina alma and teng ng puno! ahahahaha! Ay! last wednesday, sports day dito! I miss my pep squad uniform kaya ayun! Nasuot ko ulit siya! Holryt. They're all expecting to see me in skirt, yung cheerleader skirt! holler!? sorry pero hindi eh. Haha! Nakakatawa! Pinag cartwheel pko at headstand! Waaaaaaaaaaahhhh! i miss cheerdancing! 0=( Anyway,first time ko mag file ng vacation leave! It's my moms birthday kasi on the 25th kaya yun... tas shempre sa birthday ko!!! nyahahaha. Grabe, never pko nagaabsent sa work, well, isang half day nung d ako makalakad dahil sa gym! hehe... ok naman sa work... puro censored nga sa chatroom namin eh. haha! no wonder lahat kami maniac!

2005-10-10T14:49:00.000+08:00

Customer Satisfaction

A few months ago, I was wishing to be on the night shift but I was transferred in the morning shift and all I can say is “Sayang ang calls!” haha! My work starts at 7am and ends at 4pm. (normal life) Our lunch break is already 1 hr. (may ‘yema’ break na!). Our team name changed. From Archangels to Warriors… (I kept on suggesting Mermaids kaso ayaw nila! Haha!) Anyway, after being under Alice’s’ reign for like a few months, Emperor Leif became our teamlead. Nampucha! Petiks galore! Sobrang saya ng morning shift! At 3 to 4 pm wala ng calls and it’s usually low volume! Yay! Net galore and sobrang saya ng mga kateam ko. Lahat kami abnormal. Hehehe… Anyway, because of some unsatisfactory incident, Leif administration didn’t last long. *sad* well, ganun tlga… sobrang galing niya kasi kaya madaming kumukuha sa kanya. Oh well… we have a new ruler, TL Jing. Just like Leif, sobrang bait niya… pero mas wholesome siya! Haha! Di na ganun ka-petiks pero masaya pa din. 0=) I’m just glad na di na mashadong important yung aht (average handling time) kasi dun ako kawawa! My calls can go on for an hour just to resolve the issue! What matters most is customer satisfaction. Got no problem with that! When I was an Archangel, I got a perfect 10 on Csat 3 weeks straight. Kaya ok lang un. Bad 3p nga lang di ako na-c-c-sat ngayon, wala tuloy akong dollars! Haha! Anyway, I got 1 commendation call. Sobrang sarap ng feeling! Kaso bad trip, the line was dropped when I tried to connect my supervisor to the cust! 0=/ that’s my second time to get a commendation for being an agent. Oh well… Ganun naman dapat eh. Kaya nga customer service dba? You have to provide customer satisfaction. I got a lot of good calls but of course meron pa ding mga stupid irate customers…

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Calls that are worthy…

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I thought being a call center agent would be soooo boring. Well, honestly, it is… but then some of my calls can snap the hell out of me… they are just… not boring.

Here are some of my unforgettable calls…

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There’s this woman, probably mga 50 na siya, naiyak ako sa kanya! She’s a victim of Hurricane Katrina and her line was cut-off because of over-due payments tas wala na siyang house! She doesn’t even know if her family is still alive! 0=( pucha, binigyan ko ng sangkatutak na credits! Iyak lang siya ng iyak… She even apologized to me for being too emotional… Naku! Gusto ko siyang I-hug! Shempre ako over mag empathize 0=( wawa naman… tsk, tsk… la lang… I seldom bump into crying customers because they are usually irate o la lang..normal. But this one, haaaayyy. Naiyak talaga ako!

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May isa naman, parang ‘ngongo’ siya… guy… I thought it was a she kaya mam ako ng mam pucha lalake pala! Sobrang tagal naming nag-usap! Mga 50 mns. Tas tungkol lang sa plan and monthly service charges niya. Ehh di ako naman naging sobrang impatient kasi ang hirap niyang intindihin chaka gusto ko na magbreak! If I could just release the call gagawin ko talaga! Kaso baka mahuli ako, kaya pinagtiyagaan ko na lang siya. Sobrang baaaggaaaallll ko na magsalita! Tas nung patapos na yung call, he asked me “what’s your name again?”.. I said “It’s Anna, sir”… “What?”… “It’s Anna. A-n-n-a.”(irritated voice)… “Oh, Anna… Well Anna, Thank you very very much for being so patient and nice with me… I’m sorry for asking a lot of questions because most of the representatives are not nice and they usually hung up on me… I really appreciate that… Have a good evening, goodnight and God bless”… and then he hung up. I was touched. I suddenly feel like I want to talk to him some more… 0=( napaluha tuloy ako…

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A had a BIG flirt cust! He calls me Baby, he kept on telling me that he looks like Bon Jovi (the hell I care. Kung Johnny depp pa! Go!hehe). And he kept on saying “I love Filipinas… they’re so exotic, nice, blah blah blah… and I think you’re a perfect example… I can tell it by your voice..” hay nako. Ako naman si tawa. Ang kulit kasi! Haha! Pucha. Our call lasted for like 30 mns. Tungkol lang po sa text messaging. He even told me “You know what baby? If I could send you a diamond ring, I will.” Hihirit sana ako ng “Cash would be fine… send it through western union at…” hehe. He’s asking questions about text text pero puro bola. Tas sabi niya while notating his acct, “You should visit Florida, I’ll be you’re private tour guide” … “No sir, you should go here in the Philippines, its awesome here”(may bagyo nito eh. Hehe)… “I’ve been there, I had an ex-girlfriend, a Filipina, but don’t worry, she’s an EX already… (taena, feeling!) and you know what his father told me? ‘Come here boy, are you Bon jovi? You look like him! You could be like brothers!’ well, you know what baby? Girls go crazy over me because of that!” (hahaha! I wish!) I just laughed… with sarcasm. And of course I didn’t give him my email. NO WAY! He just told me that he knows I could see his email on his acct and he’ll be waiting for my message... haha! Yeah sure! Wait until your pubhair gets white! 0=D

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Some of my teammates have already talked to some celebrities… Retz have talked to Pamela Anderson, Che talked to Shaq o’neal and Ika have talked to Jennifer Lopez. Everyday, I was hoping to talk to some BIG stars! Dreaming to talk to Johnny depp, Orlando Bloom, any of my favorite RnB artists or just any known Hollywood stars! One day, I had a Chinese caller. I asked for his name and he told me “Yao Ming” I was kinda thrilled kasi shempre tangkad nun! (connect?) and I can’t wait to tell Patrick that I have actually talked to an NBA player! So I became extra nice while saying my spiel before opening his account. When I saw his name, tangna it says “Yao MEng”. bwisit.

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Irate customer. It was a girl. She was so frustrated because her bill went over her acct spending limit because of overages. Kung di ka pa naman tanga. She exceeded her minutes tas may travel charges pa kaya ganun. So ako, todo explain. Isa-isa inexplain ko. Putek! Complain ng complain! I told her that everything on her bill is valid and she has to pay for that. Nakakairita talaga! Paulit-ulit lang kami for 40 mns. I also became irate! And then I told her “Mam, we’re just going in circles! I’ve been explaining to you your bill for 30 mns already” (bobo!)… “This is bullshit! You don’t understand me! I didn’t use all my minutes! This is crap! Blah blah blah” (obviously, gusto lang ng credit)… “Do you want me to tell you every single call you made and how you are charged for that? You have a detailed bill; you can see all your calls there. It’s all there, you just have to flip the pages.” … “You know what? I can’t understand you. I need to speak to your supervisor who speaks good English!” Tangna. Sa wakas! She said the magic words. Gustong-gusto ko na siya i-drop! Ayun, I transferred her sa Japanese Speaking Rep. HAHA! 0=)

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These are just a few of my cool encounters with the western people. I have tons of interesting calls everyday. Each of them has a lesson. The Irate, false hopes, flirt, ngongo and too emotional customers made my day not sooooo boring after all. 0=)

2005-10-03T13:56:00.000+08:00

A Sad Ending for a dog named Shashi…

Last week, our youngest black Labrador died. We don’t know the cause of her death… but it was raining very very hard the night before she died. 0=( poor shashi… im gonna miss her so bad… she’s such a nice doggie. She’s nicer than bruce kasi di niya ko tinatahulan! haaaaaaayyy… when I saw her pics on my cousins phone, I cried. I feel so gloomy… but I know she’s happy coz she’s with Kuya Jess na… We’ll miss you so much Sha-shi…

2005-09-26T18:08:00.000+08:00

FELFET

Last Sunday, gem and I attended DWTL +71. Grabe. Tanda na naming! Batch 53 si gem tas ako 54! Hehe. Chomi is the rector! Naks! Buti pa siya! Oh well… we said hi to some people when we got there tas Disco na kami. All I can say to Kuya Jess was thanks and sorry. The word sorry was mentioned all throughout my prayer. Pucha. Dami ko talagang kasalanan sa 4 yrs na lumipas. I badly need a recharge. Oh well… enough of my sins. Ayokong maulit pa mga yun. But in spite of my sorry’s… I had so many thank you’s! Sobrang saya kaya ng buhay ko. Lahat ng gusto ko nakukuha ko. My college life was a blast! My family’s okay, my lovelife is more colorful than my brothers 100 crayons, my health is great, I’ve got awesome friends… Lahat perfect. Temptations lang talaga nakakasira sakin. And I’m not gonna fall for it again. Never ever. Ayoko na! Gem’s having some dilemma with her lovelife. So she asked for a sign kay Kuya Jess… aba! Ang bilis ng sign! Haha! Well, I’ve got no problem sa lovelife… I love Patrick so much and I don’t want any other guys or kung sino man. I’m contented with us and I don’t wanna change that. We don’t have a perfect relationship but I enjoy every single imperfection on our relationship. There’s only one thing that I feel… a lil unsure… of course not my friends! I’ve got the bestest 2 bestfriends in the world! Gem and V and my new set of friends from work are just crazy like me! Love ko silang lahat! I’m just unsure of my work. Kaya I asked Kuya Jess a sign kung san talaga ako sasaya. I’m so undecided. Di ko talaga alam kung ano gusto ko gawin habang buhay… 0=( bad trip… oh well… guess I just have to wait… basta asa tamang track ako… 0=) Anyway, if you guys are wondering why my title for this blog is felfet, well, 3 lang kming nakakaalam niyan, ako, si Gem at si Val. Hehehe. 0=) felfet mednyt bblo. Haha!

2005-09-26T18:02:00.000+08:00

I HATE PARKING!!!!

Last Sat was my first time to bring the car at work. First time ko mag drive mag-isa outside the village! Okay naman… after work, I had to pick up Patrick from his house kasi ayokong mabulok kakahintay so I’d rather drive all the way to Fairview. I don’t know any other way to go there but pass through EDSA and right sa Quezon Ave. Kuya Jess blessed me for having worthy friends like Leif, Dodge and Jalene. With their wide knowledge on Quezon City, I passed by Katipunan, Balara, Marikina at kung saan saan pa! I’m so happy nakarating din ako sa gantong kalayo! 0=) I mean, Eastwood would be the farthest place I’ve been to with this car but no. Di na ngayon! Lagro na! 0=) I dropped my 3 friends somewhere sa Katipunan. Dodge told me to just go straight ahead and then right sa Commonwealth. Grabe! Ang haba ah! Im starting to get impatient and worried. Pucha! Asan na ba ko??? I saw signs ‘this way to fairview’ ‘that way to Novaliches’ … waaaahhh!!! Kahit na sobrang sikip ng daan, derecho lang ako. When I saw commonwealth fly-over, my gosh! I’m so happy! Hahaha! My driving is improving… I can use the phone while driving; I can tie my hair in a ponytail without my hands on the steering wheel sa highway. I can overtake; I can go 120 on the highway but I’m still troubled when it comes to parking! Medyo okay na yung paatras pero yung parallel… Konti pa… oh, and one more thing, DI AKO BUMUBUSINA!!! Pakshet. Ewan ko ba! Pero next time talaga! Mabibingi sila sakin! Pano ba naman, may 1 f*ckin fx sa Quezon Ave! Pucha! Singit ng singit! Eh nakita ng may bus sa tabi ko! AAAARgh! Di nako tatahimik. Hehehe. 0=) I also hate it pag sobrang steep yung daan! Di ko alam kung ano aapakan ko! Hahaha! At last, nakapag-park na din ako ng maayos sa Eastwood on a Saturday night. 0=)

2005-09-26T17:44:00.000+08:00

I had the most wonderful weekend for this month…

Saturday…
It was raining but I loved the weather. Saturday was a very windy, windy day. I love how the wind touches my face. Anyway, after work, I suddenly became irate. I was supposed to meet Patrick. Pucha! Tulog pa po noh! He’s so damn tired from all the training and manager ek-ek. Thanks to TL Leif, Dodge and Jalene. If it weren’t for you guys, malamang alas ocho na ko nakarating sa Fairview. When I reached Patricks house. Hay nako. Tulog pa din! Of course I got mad. Kasi naman noh! Buti na lang di ako naligaw! At muntikan pa kong sumabit sa bus sa Quezon Ave! But after a few talks and you know… sa car… ayun. Okay na ulit kami. May suhol pang Polar bear stuffed toy! He surprised me when he got back sa car after magwithdraw ng cash. 0=) She’s soo cute! I named her cotton. 0=) We ate dinner sa Napolis. They’ve got the best Buffalo wings!!! We had an hour to stroll before the movie. WAAAH! I saw a jedi costume with a light saber! I oh so wanna be a jedi knight on our Halloween party!!! Kaso sobrang mahal naman! I’ll think about it muna. Then we watched the Perfect Catch in eastwood. Such a romantic comedy! It was good. 0=) after the movie, we went to McDo. I want something sweet and I’m kinda thirsty, so I ordered McFloat! We had so much fun! We got home at about 3am… tas tulog lang kami then he left at 5:30 am… Wala lang… I feel so fulfilled! Even though I’m 21 and turning 22 this December, I feel like a high school student whose so naïve. He’s such a great guy and knows how to melt my heart… I’m so damn glad that we’re still together. 0=)

Sunday…
I woke up at 1:30pm the next day. I read Gems’ text message. She’s going to Ateneo to attend Chomi’s days. She’s a good friend of ours back in high school. Tomorrow’s my bestfriends’ 22nd birthday and this would be the perfect time to go Disco with her. Hehe. When we reached Pollock… when we went inside Disco, boy we’re both speechless! There are sooo many things we wanna tell Kuya Jess. Thank you’s and sorry’s… I realized that it has been 4 years since the last time I went Disco. Pucha. Dami kong kasalanan dun sa 4 years na un… oh well, later na yun… Even though na 4 lang kaming magkakabatch dun eh we had so much fun! Laughtrips galore! Hehe. Reminiscing high school and days. We attended mass afterwards. Grabe. Feel na feel ko po kumanta noh! Hahaha! I felt delighted to sing, after 4 yrs. ulit, st. scho’s version of Our Father. Hehe. I miss Kapatid. That was my club back in high school. I joined the choir because I just love to sing mass songs. 0=) Bumest pa ang mga songs! After the mass, I met Patrick at Star Bucks then we dropped Gem sa house niya tas yun, uwi ulit dito Patrick but he left ng 1am kasi may work pa siya… Haaaaayyy. What a weekend. Patrick, bestfriend tapos Days… Perfect.

2005-09-12T20:05:00.000+08:00

SSS … Selosa Selfish Suwail

Sssssssss… I just hate myself! Why?

Because first… I’m SELOSA…

I guess I’m the most, pinaka, reyna ng, and ultimate selosa in the whole wide world! No, universe! Grabe talaga pagkaselosa ko! Sobra talaga! I’m such a bitter person… Kaya nga nagagawa ko lahat dahil sa selos eh… and it’s not a good thing. 0=( Even small things yung tipong sobrang babaw nagseselos agad ako. Kahit mga taong di dapat pagselosan, nagseselos ako… this fact leads me to being …

SELFISH. Kaya ako nagseselos kasi gusto ko ako lang! AKO LANG! Aaaargh! Obviously that’s also not a good thing. It’s always about me. Me, me, me. This is such a sad sad thing. I often get mad and not get hurt and when I get mad… ayan na… nagiging

SUWAIL na ko. Ako yung tipong “Pucha, sige, yan lang kaya mo? Bring it on!” Palaban talaga ako. I’m not the type na magiging soft tas iiyak na lang dahil sa sobrang sakit. Di ako ganun. I always try to find things that would please me. Oy, di naman always to ah… there are times din naman na I just go through the pain. Actually, wala lang. Sadista talaga ako. Kasi whenever I’m in pain. I find it amusing going t-h-r-o-u-g-h it… every single of it. As in nararamdaman mong sobrang bigat ng heart mo… every minute ka naiiyak… yung ganun… tanggap ka ng tanggap…

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> Selos… my hatest feeling of all time. AAAARGH!

> Pag mahal ko isang tao. Nagseselos ako. Pag hindi, wala akong pakialam kahit mag-do pa sila sa harap ko. Hehe

> I’m not a silent cryer. I cry like a toddler. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!!
> When I’m really sad, I’m weak and I don’t eat at all.
> I learned from someone that true happiness can be found if you have a clean heart
> The more you give love, the more you’ll receive pain.
> Isang tao lang talaga minahal ko. Yung pinaka-matagal ko… si Patrick yun. Lahat na naramdaman ko with this guy. So amazing… no regrets…

2005-09-12T17:12:00.000+08:00

The Wonka Bar

What makes yesterday (Sunday) extraordinary is the amazing Wonka bar from candy corner. It’s my first time to taste wonka’s scrumptious chocolate! Even though it’s small for 50 pesos, I savored every bite of Wonka Milk Chocolate with Graham Crackers. 0=) It’s a family day yesterday. After getting Wacks’ grades, Mom, Nanic, Wacks and I went to glorieta to watch Sky High (my treat Ü) and ate lunch at Burger King. The movie was awesome! Fire boy, Warren is soo cute! I just love guys with full lips! Hehe. 0=) I bought 4 cute pokemon figurines! Charmander, Mankey, Mew and Slowpoke. 0=) hehe… Mom and I attended mass at our village. I cried when I got home because I thought Patrick’s coming and we’ll watch a movie in Greenbelt or Eastwood. Kaso tampo siya sakin eh… Kaya postponed date namin… I felt really sad! Nagblower pako na hair! 0=( oh well… hindi kasi ako nagparamdam the whole day… Batt empty na kasi ako well, of course that’s not a valid reason dba? Oh well… next time na lang…0=(

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> I'm proud of you wacks! May price ka sakin sa Thursday!

> Yeeesss... galing ni nanic. 82 lowest... hehe. 0=) lapit na birthday mo!

> Need more Wonka bar!

> I'm sorry Hunnykins for taking you for granted again.... 0=(

2005-09-04T22:41:00.000+08:00

The Sudden Stop.

My world stopped last August 27th. Everything dropped. I cried the whole night and I just realized that crying your heart out is worthless. Even if I shed blood, it’ll be worthless. Everything was perfect. From the time he picked me up from work and so on… Well, even if I sucked on bowling, everything was wonderful. We had a hearty dinner in Longrain and we watched Travelling pants. We got really intimate at home. but
One text message ruined my dreamy relationship.
My heart broke into millions of pieces.
It was crushed…. Tattered….
He found out something that he thought I stopped doing. God I’m so stupid.
When he left. I felt nothing. I don’t feel anything but my heart seemed so heavy. And then I started to cry again. Everything went blurry. For 1 week, I felt that way. This time, I aint mad. I’m deeply hurt. I’m too hurt to get mad. I feel sad and helpless. And I can’t think of any happy thoughts just to make me feel any better. Sure I have friends at work to make me laugh once in a while but it’s not permanent… after a few minutes… I feel bitter again. 0=(
I used to be so tough telling everyone that I can live my life without any lovelife. But I was wrong. So damn wrong. Sure I can live without any guy but not him. Not with Patrick. I can’t push myself to do things that would make me forget him and just move on. I thought it’s a bad thing to think ahead. Way, way ahead. I tried to consider that I should stop this because it will not work out and besides, im only 21. I can still meet a lot of guys. I just have to move on with my life without anyone and start anew. BUT I can’t do it. I just can’t. My mind and heart are too depressed to think foolishness.
So right now, I’m 100% sure. I know what to do. And I’m gonna do it no matter what it takes.
I’m gonna win him back. Liligawan ko siya. He’s gonna be mine and I’ll do any and everything just to have him back. I’m ready to give up anything. If he wants me out of my job, fine, I’ll look for something in line with my course. If he wants me to play badminton, fine. I’ll even buy that cute baby pink badminton bag. If he wants me to stop going to the gym and not grow muscles on my arms, di cge! If he wants a baby, sure! Hehe. Even if he asks me to stop loving stars… I’ll do it. I’ve never been this desperate in my life. I gotta have my hunnykins back. And that’s what matters to me right now.

2005-08-30T14:57:00.000+08:00

im sad. im weak. im heartbroken. i miss someone. 0=(

2005-08-30T11:56:00.000+08:00

Muscular System

Last tues, it was my first time to go to the gym. It was my third session yesterday. I went to this gym on South Admiral Village with my cousin al-jay. I was very excited because I miss working out. My intructor, Pete, he's also the owner, assisted me. The place was cool they have a round gate. hehe. Anyway, we started by getting my pressure and all that stuff. I was surprised to see my 'fat' stats! I'm in the middle of too fat and acceptable! oh my gosh! I can't accept that fact! Knowing that deadly result, i became more motivated to sacrifice and give everything to stay on the good or acceptable score. haha! Last thursday, i went half day coz i can't walk straight! I can barely straighten out my legs! But Right now, everythings ok... I'm thinking of going to the gym for just a month then after that, maybe I'll try rock climbing or jeet kun do. hehehe. I really need something to make my bloodcells upbeat. I miss cheerdancing and i miss dancing jazz and hip-hop. 0=/ what i really want is gun-shooting. hahaha But Patrick told me that it's quite expensive. I'm also thinking of rollerblading. Just have to buy new rollerblades some knee & elbow pads... hehehe... i wanna try new stuffs... i even wanna try bunjee jumping. Hehe. 0=) anyway, there had been some improvements lately. My arms are now firm. Flyers now become dumbells. hehe. Id rather lift a person than some tiny freakin iron stuffs! My tummy... well, just don't look at it after i eat haha! KOnting days pa & proper diet, pwede ng mag pa belly pierce! haha! My legs... okay naman. I don't need any improvements on that part. I just have to maintain it thrice a week. Don't wanna miss a single session. I'll be there tomorrow right after work. 0=)

2005-08-22T12:50:00.000+08:00

Johann Kiel

... the new baby at home! My cousin roan just gave birth last August 1st. He's cute and got a big nose! He has 2 cute dimples just like her mom and ahem!. haha! Tas may isa pang maliit sa may lower lip sa left side. 0=) He's really quiet. Di siya iyakin! Kiel must be hiyang with his diapies! hehe. Anyway, i miss having a baby sa house. The last time was Wacks! Tagal na nun! I wonder who's gonna be next? Malamang d pa ako yun! I don't want to have a baby yet but of course i want to have one, no, 2... 4 actually. 3 boys and 1 girl. 0=) i wanna have twins! But on my father's side, next next generation pa kmi pwede magka-twins. so,,, one of my grandchildren pa un. Siguro... im 21 so... 7 yrs pa... then i guess i'll be ready to have my own suplings na din. 0=) kaya Patrick, mag-ipon ka na ng matindi! haha!

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* Bought Lil Ms. Arctic!

* Hunnykins, Im really sorry if I didn't get to watch you bowl... Bawi tayo next sat ha? mwah!

2005-08-19T19:27:00.000+08:00

5.FIVE FIVEs.5

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5 things u don't know on the outside

1. One mole on my right foot tells that Im a genuine lakwachera.

2. Two stunts that made me look like jim carey from dumb&dumber. 1st, I jumped from a stage, it was 4 ft. high, together with my 2 good friends back in gradeschool, Julie & Cherisa. And the 2nd one was during swimming classes in high school. It was a perfect dive! and that's what i get from showing-off too much. LESSON: Never ever open your mouth when jumping, leaping and showing-off! You'll end up having two chipped teeth. Haha!

3. 3 visible scars are all from playing volleyball. I dive, serve and I get boys for that! 0=D

4. For 4 years, I had a butt-length rat tail. I was inspired by Hanson. Oh yeah. I used to go gaga for them!

5. 5 dimples and still growing!

5 things you don't know on the inside

1. I get asthma attacks for over-laughing and over-crying.

2. I... easily get hurt. 0=(

3. Jealousy can make me do that's-so-bad! things. Oo na. Selosa ako.

4. Weakness are my loved ones. Really.

5. A kiddo at heart. yeah, call me immature but beware. I think deep. Very deep.

5 things you don't know inside my brain

1. Food! 90% are sweets

2. Censored part. Haha!

3. What to wear on this and that and what to buy when and where.Ü

4. I fantasize a lot! thinking scenarios that would make me smile! haha

5. How pathetic, ugly and rude some people can be. Oh yes i also think bad bad thoughts.

5 things i totally despise

1. Flying roaches. but i love torturing them by pouring boiled water and watch them die. 0=)

2. White rocks na butas-butas sa beach. KADIRI. eew

3. Rasping of fork and spoons! Sakit sa ears!!! 0=(

4. smelly people, things, places... ANYTHING that stinks!

5. AYOKO NG PINAGSASABIHAN AKO. PERIOD.

5 signs of abnormalities

1. chomps straw when i finish my drink

2. flexible mouth. Just call me Ms. Fantastic

3. Can't sleep without my pillow "dirty" (i had that since i was born!) and doing some make-me-sleep activities. hehe

4. I talk to my dolls and stuffed toys. Ü

5. I find pleasure in pain. yak

2005-08-19T17:40:00.000+08:00

42nd MonthSary

Patrick woke up late. He woke up 12noon! So while waiting for him in Glorietta for 2 1/2 hrs, I went to look around for my monthsary gift ... and I just found the perfect one. Nope it's not a pink polo with a green tie but a plasma light! I wasso excited to buy it! It was really cool! Then I went to National to have it wrapped. I can't find any cute design so I decided to go for powerpuff girls! Anyway its blue kaya okay lang. haha! He was so thrilled when he opened my gift! He gaveme a bearhug as a thank you. Ang cool talaga! Sayang nga eh walang star. Yung color pa niya pink and purple! I really don'tknow what exactly its made of. Electrons ata. haha! He loved it so much. 0=) buti na na lang.ü He's gonna place it in hisdesk sa work. We ate lunch. Heavy late lunch. Even though we don't have much time to celebrate, we had so much fun together.Happy 42nd monthsary Hunnykins! i love you.Ü *kahit na late ka at gutom na gutom nko okay lang*

2005-08-17T17:14:00.000+08:00

Payday Special

Damn happy while walking away from the atm. Eto na ang pinaka mataas kong sahod. 0=) Umabot ako ng 8k!!! Wahoo! Lumagpas din ako sa half ng kay Patrick! ahaha! I bought 2 boxes of pizza for my family when I got home last Tuesday. Sarap ng washweek. 0=) Wala pako nabibili for myself... yaw ko gumastos eh because on Sunday im gonna treat my family! We're going to attend mass then eat lunch and then watch a movie. Wacks and Nanic are through with their exams kaya un. I'm dying to buy this black rubbershoes from diesel. Im not sure if im gonna go for it coz gusto ko muna malibre lahat ng loved ones ko... kaso malamang kulang pa un... I still don't know yet how to budget my money... 0=( 4 mos nko, la pa din ako savings! huhuhu. 0=(

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breakbreakdown.... this is where my money goesn every 15th and 30th...

1,500 - Phone bills!

1,000 - Gas

1,000 - Allowance, mrt card, tryc, jeep

1,000 - pang date

1,000 - panglibre

500 and left-overs - for me!!!

*it's not always like this. Sometimes 2000 napupunta sakin lang! nyahaha!

FUcKer ShiT

Pucha. Nagasgasan ko yung car!!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh! Taena naman kasi. ok ok... LAst sunday, Patrick and I went to greenhills. Tangna. Hirap ng parking! ang sisikip! I thought wala nung una pero i know na sumabit ako! Ayun. Nakita ni mama. Papa knows about it na. and he told mama not to let me use on my next date unless marunong nko magpark ng maayos! Actually, expert nko sa papaharap eh. Hirap lang tlga ng patalikod! HAte ko talaga pag paatras and yung parallel! ARGH! So... on Friday after work, park ako hanggang 6 pm! haha! Sorry papa! *sheeesh* 0=/

2005-08-15T08:46:00.000+08:00

Day off

It's nice to stay at home at this time in the morning... ü doing nothing... worrying nothing... well... except for Patrick. I hope his arm's okay na... Thanks to my genius cousins... My CPU is okiedokie... too bad i lost all my files... my pictures, my music... argh! oh well... time to start a new chapter. hehe. Anyways, here's the juice from last week... I had a huuuge fight with Patrick last Saturday... but last nights the perfect time to patch things up. How can I be soo bitchy at times?! Im acting like a 1st grader! 0=( he hates me soo much but he stays cool while i burst and be indifferent! But we had a sweet night last night.... we went to greenhills to watch Bewitched. It was funny but its just too cold! 0=/ we ate dinner at this steak house... blah blah bob's... shit i forgot the name. Their food was great! 0:d hehe. I should be more considerate and sensitive... I don't want him to be angry again... not before and after our monthsary on thursday... 0=)

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Anyway, next whole week is a washweek for me! Wahoo! Time to buy new pairs of chucks! 0=) Sweldo na!!!!! Yipeee!!! Oh well... bahala na naman! Ay! Im so tanga! Last night, sobrang sakit ng right eye ko. Baligtad yung contacts! bobo! ahahahaha! oh well... Sometimes talaga may epal sa work... u know... ARGH! Nakakatakot siya! Nyaaaaahhh! 0=/

2005-08-12T03:44:00.000+08:00

La lang partII

Yehey! Washday again. I need to have a perfect attendance because I could have a washweek next week! Actually, i have perfect attendance. Never had any absences and lates... 0=) Even though im puyat or tinatamad, i still have the strength to wake up at 2:15 and leave at 3am. Ewan ko kung bakit. Bayad nanaman yun. Wow! Low volume ngayon! it's 4:07 am, only 3 calls and 1 dropped call. Hehehe. Anyway, i feel a lil bit grouchy these past few days. Red alert for me. I get mad easily for no reason at all. Like yesterday, Patrick called. When he told me that he's eating lunch with some of his guy friends, i got mad. Eh kasi namna eh! I wanted to eat lunch with him... then he told me that he has to go back to work for double shift. Eh di ok na ko. Labo! Ang babaw pa! ... Oh well, Japanese style nanaman yung room namin ni mai! Bumigay na naman yung bed! Hahaha! Pucha. 4 na magugulong bata ba naman ang nandun eh! ayan tuloy! hahaha! Sana lang tlga di ako gapangan ng ipis!!! Speaking of ipis... eeeewwww talaga! Last week, Saturday, its washday, so im gonna wear my neon pink chucks. Oo kadiriiiii!!! May ipis sa loob! Nasuot ko na siya ah! like eeewwwwwww!!! Fucker shit. Ang haba na ng call ko. More than 30 mins na! Gago kasi yung ibang representative eh! yahoo! Just got the results from yesterdays aht... Malapit nko sa goal! I got 79 calls yesterday... shit. Sana okay ngayon... It's my break... haaaaaayyy... i wanna eat chocolate kaso delikado. Haha! I miss Patrick... He was so sweeet! He sent me two mms... aaawwwww... wala lang... parang highschool! haha! Such a sweet guy.... so damn lucky to have him... won't trade him for anything else in this world! Not even stars... 0=)

la lang....

2005-08-10T09:49:00.000+08:00

My wish came true! 3 more weeks for this shift and then on Aug 29, i will be on the night shift, too bad it's not 10pm to 6 but 7:30 to 4. I can probably bring the car because its flat rate! 0=) I;m so happy for the switch because Patrick's shift is also at night. We can have breakfast together. 0=) Anyway, a lot of things happened already... just got no time to blog. My bestfriend at work, Retz, already resigned. She wants to rest... 0=) last saturday was her last day. We went to Gerry's Grill with Ron, Didge, Alma and Franz. Hahaha! Grabehan! Lakas ng trip ni Retz! We bought Cinnamon contacts! haha! I spent half an hour putting on my left contact! I've always wanted to try it... si Retz lang pala ang katapat! hahaha! I'm gonna try amethyst next. haaaaayyyyy... dami ng nagreresign... Dati kaming 20, now, we're only 14. Paalis na din yung isa.... i wonder when kaya ako! hahaha! d pa siguro... dami ko pang gustong bilin eh! hahahaha! 0=D My dead money is gone! (again!) because of Retz! Pero okay lang.... Hehehe. 0=) Anyway, my bill went up to 5,984! Pucha. Internet kasi. Ayan! and my cut off will end at the 23rd of August! waaaaaaaaaahhhh! CPU's hard disk is not in good shape. *sigh* Anyway, i'm soooo happy! I was surprised to see the tiny dolls that im collecting in Toy Kingdom Makati! Haha! Ms. Chile is now with Ms. Portugal. 0=)

2005-07-18T17:57:00.000+08:00

TOP 10 I-Miss-This-! List
1. School Life. Normal schedule and learning about my forte.
2. Choopsies! Sha-shi, Yannie, Angela, Chickie, Milcah, Nikka, Trina... Adver!!!!
3. Sining Tanghalan Family. I miss acting. Being on-stage and doing my stuff... 0=(
4. PomPoms. Mykees and Maggie and My Pep Mates,... doing stunts... walang kamatayang training. Miss ko na magbuhat! 0=(
5. Getting allowance from mama!
6. Night outs! Dancing 'till 5am!
7. Tequilla ... Vodka. Patrick won't let me baka daw di kami maka-uwi ng buhay. sus!
8. Painting. I miss drawing anime and other stuffs
9. Laughtrips. Taena miss ko na mga laughtrips namin ng mga kung sino-sino! Sa classroom, sa org office, sa grounds, sa Insular.0=)
10.I miss Papa... 0=(

2005-07-18T17:48:00.000+08:00

TOY STORY

My gosh! Patrick and I spent more than an hour in Toy Kingdom! Nakakaloka! Daming toys! We went to look for a light saber butit's out of stock! The lady told us that even in the US it's unavailable! Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh! I was about to buy a storm action figure. Too bad ang pangit ng buhok! Ewan ko ba kung bakit hindi long hair si storm dun! She's my favorite sa X-men!I went crazy when I spotted Bratz toys! waaaaaaaaaaaahhhh! I wanna have them all! I went crazier when I saw Ariel! Waaaaahhh!I oh-so-love the little mermaid! Ay shit. Di ko pa pala nappframe yung puzzle ni Ariel! Nyak! I even went craziest when I sawthis hot-hot toy car! Astiiiig! Sobra! With matching neon lights pa. 0=) I wanna have my town toy store! Toy Kindom makes mehappy talaga... 0=) Carebears, polarbears, McFarlanes Monsters, Spawn... haaaayyyy... heaven. Since it's too expensive to collect bratz and carebears... Im now collecting tiny dolls. Ang cute sobra! Lil kids around the world. There are 24 of themand I already got Lil ms. Chile! 0=) Cute! cute! There are so many toys I wanna buy! Patrick's going gaga over transformers and Star Wars. I wish i could find a p-chan stuffed toy... 0=/ oh well... anyway, i found this cute fluffy bunny. well, hindi siya toy ah!As in real siya. Ang cute!!! I want her kaso malas daw sa house ang may bunny wabbit... 0=( i can't wait next week... im gonnabuy Lil ms. England. 0=)

2005-07-18T17:42:00.000+08:00

PERFECT COMBINATION

It's our 41st monthsary today!!! That's 3yrs & 5mos! Last night we went to Rockwell, but it's kinda boring there kaya we wentto greenbelt instead. We watched If Only... I've seen it already last summer but I still burst into tears last night! Grabe!Iyak talaga ako ng iyak! 0=( huhuhuhu. We're supposed to go to boardwalk and wait until midnight but stars were missing so weended up in a mall. Haha! nakapagpark na din ako ng patalikod! Wala kasing mashadong cars! Haha! AY! May naganap pong car napping sa Greenbelt. There's police patrol and a lot of chinese people. tsk tsk tsk... Pucha. Pajero din un! Kaya tuloykinabit ko yung lock sa manibela and sa brakes. 0=) haha! I thought di kami matutuloy eh! Patrick slept at 12nn kasi... He'sdone reading book 6 of Harry Potter... there goes his 1,200! He just bought it last saturday afternoon tas tapos na! ADDIK! hehehe. 0=) He can finish that in an instant pero ako I want to start all over again from book 1! haha! Patrick is the quiettype. He loves to observe. E-v-e-r-y single thing. His mind works all the time. Unlike me, I always drift away from reality. Even though we're on the same line of job, our attitude towards it is extremely opposite! He gets promoted easily and I alwaysget a red flag. Haha! Technical stuffs aren't my thang and he loves it. Im into colorful-exciting world! I should work inDisney Land! haha! Kahit saan. May icconnect yang bagay sa physics! All-around teacher yan eh! He's Mr. Math and Science andIm Ms. Arts. Haha! I can picture our babies! Good in both! 0;) Even though we have lotsa differences, we're still a perfectcombination. 0=) Good thing we're a-ok... despite of our odd schedules, we still managed to spend time together. Im just so thankful that we still have each other... we're still going strong and will always go that way,,, 0;)

2005-07-18T17:28:00.000+08:00

REBIRTH
Yipee! Thanks to papa we now have a new monitor! 0=) Now I can blog anytime! Hehe... im home right now. It's my off. 0=)GOtta lot of things to say and I don't know where to start. Well... my life's pretty much abnormal these past 2 weeks. My schedule is out of place! Need to sleep at 6pm, wake up at 2am, drive all the way to work then log-in at 3:30am and starttaking in calls. My off's at 12nn so I go straight to glorietta to splurge. 0=) nyahahaha! I always remember patrick when I go to work because I bump into a lot of Optimus Primes on the road! Haha! BIG BIG containers but zero traffic. 0=) Anyway, my work suck. I don't like it. Well, it's fun to chat with different people everyday but some of them can be a real pain in the butt! Especially the ones from Texas, Ehlehbehma, & Nooh Yawk! Indians are also hard to understand! Some of them can be really sweet and some can be sooo bobo! AArgh! I even had an hour call because of the stupidity of someone from Alabang! Oh well... I can still do it. I'm still survivin' so its okie... but I think I need to start lookin for a new job. I'll just finish the 4mos contract and then... ewan! haha! Basta hindi ako pwede maging bum! I need to support my needs and wants! Heheby the way, it's pay day last 15th. I bought a new pair of killah boots! haha! Gosh! There are soo many things I wanna buy! Iwant a new chucks, a denim trench, The Beatles bag... etc... I wanna buy Patrick and my family what they want but I alwaysend up bankrupt! My dead money is gone! I can't save!!! waaaaahhhhh! I need to budget my money!!! 0=/ think anna. think. 0=)

2005-07-09T03:19:00.000+08:00

it's saturday! yehey! last day for work! and it's washday! yahoo! im green 2 today and retz is pink 5! haha! anyway, good thing i went to work early today.. had the time to blog after loging in! its 3:30... time to work! haaaaaaaaaaaaayyy! excited nko mamaya!!! hehehe 0;)

2005-06-05T19:46:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my monitors busted and i cant use my phone to access the internet coz its so damn expensive. 400+ na kasi ung bill ko... so, sa next cut-off na lang.. har har. i passed week 1 sa work. putek. eto na ata ang pinaka mahirap na call center at account na hindi tech ha! pucha. i don't think i can still do this. sure may pera nga and nabibili ko lahat ng gusto ko, kaso.... fucker. ang hirap tlga... 0=( anyways... short hair nako! d ko ma-upload pix ko dahil busted nga yung monitor ko! at hindi ko naman pwede basta basta isaksak ung usb cable kung saan saan. namputek. ang tanga ko. i bought an O2 xdaII mini. GAHIRAP po ng gumamit ng istylus! waaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!! but its a cool phone pocket pc... 0=) hehehe... line na din ako... miss ko na nga sun eh... hehehe... i miss my college friends!!! sobra! hehehe... week no. 2 na kmi sa work, 6am po ang pasok ko noh! at eto pa! may nakita pa akong mumu sa building, sa 5th floor. oh san ka pa? namputek talaga!!!! ANyways, galing kming tagaytay today... alis na din sila tita marit this week... 0=( haaaaaaaaaayyyy... dami kong nakain! waaahhhh! im a fatty na! oh well... so? hehehe. ang cute ng madagascar! gusto ko si alex... and 1st time ko naappreciate star wars! Crush ko din ung lead actor sa Shutter. Putek. nakakatakot!!!! waaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!!!! shit. oh well, gotta go na. 0=( ill try to blog again... sira kasi ung sa work eh. argh!!!! ayun lang... hehehehe 0=)

2005-05-15T11:44:00.000+08:00

Fresh from UK (ahem! United Kingdom po hindi po ukay ukay-ukay!)
Last tuesday, may 10, tita marit and uncle roger arrived here in here in manila from UK. We had a tasty dinner that nightand after that usap usap...hehehehe... 0=) and then, the much awaited event... pasaluboong galore!!!! ahahahaha! Bumest ang pasalubong sakin! i got...
* a pink trench coat!!!! 0=D wahoooooo!!!!! im gonna wear that next week sa work... sobrang cold kasi dun eh...0=) libokasi mga trench coat dito! buti na lang! hehehehe. 0=)
* an old school pleated skirt! bumest! just like the british girls uniform.0=) cool.
* a pink skirt and 2 spags... yes! pangwork nnman. 0=) i really need lotsa smart casual attire... strict kasi dun eh.bwisit!
* a striped knee high socks! 0=) putek! kelangan ko na ng boots!!!! waaaaaaaahhhh!
* 2 earrings! a hot pink hoop earrings and a dangling pearl! bumest! okay po noh. mejo lang. if you convert that to peso,its 500 php! taena. mahal talaga ng pounds.

Im sooo happy!!!! lahat pink!!! 0=) everyone was soo happy! my bro. got a gameboy. astig. ang liit tas may tribal design pa (gandang i-henna un!) hehehe. Alj got a fcuk tops and perfume. hayop! basta lahat kami happy! TIta marit told us na cheap lang mango dun! nyarkz! next tym na lang... ahehehehe... Thanks TIta Marit and Uncle Roger! sana araw araw ganun! ahahaha! 0=)

2005-05-13T07:03:00.000+08:00

sleepyhead

good morning! hehehe... im an early bird today coz its coding!!!! well. i really need to be early today because im sooo left behind in our lesson. putek. yesterday, 4 times ako nakatulog sa harap ng computer! before class, after break, during class and before dismissal. i wanna thank my seatmates! hahaha! muntikan na un ah! buti na lang magaling ako umarte! ahehehe... kasi naman noh puyat ako nung wed night... later na yung story... oh well... its Friday and guess what??? its payday!!!!! wahahahahahahahaha! my teamates are planning to eat dinner in dencio's later after our shift... anyway, i need to go shop for my brothers birthday gift. he's turning 9 this monday!!! 0=) gusto niya ng bala ng gameboy! ayaw na niya ng toy! oh well... putek. sarado pa yung room! i need to start with star na! ay putek! bumagsak pko sa last test! 77% iz not bezt! 0=( huhuhuhu... carelessness kasi... oh well... i need coffee.. d ako nakapag breakfast eh...

2005-05-09T22:44:00.000+08:00

everytime i break your heart, you try to put it back again. You never failed. You never give up. Even if i make your life a living hell, you never give up. I tried to push you away but you keep on coming back. I hurt you with painful words but you still listen. I took you for granted, you didn't care. I told you i don't love you anymore... you proved me wrong. Patrick, hunnykins... ive been bad. very bad... im sorry for all the things ive done... all those things that made you cry. im sorry. this isn't the first time... but i hope this would be the last. i know it takes a lifetym to build a trust but im willing to spend the rest of my life and the next one and my life after that and next to that and so on until you're convinced. i may not say the right words all the time or do the right things but i know that whenever im with you... i feel so happy and loved. Thank you for all the sacrifices... you're right. No one can ever love me the way you do... and im so blind not to see that im so lucky to have you... i hope you won't get tired of me... i wanna work things out... and this time... i really mean it... you're still the one... ikaw pa din... i love you.

Will you accept me to be your girl for ever and ever, till death do us part?

2005-05-09T21:13:00.000+08:00

Lately....

im sooo busy I've got no time to blog.... Anyway... i dunno where to start! hehehe. i bought this damn internet card this afternoon.... that's the last batch of my first REAL salary. 0=) Im sooo happy! it feels good to withdraw your own money then splurge! haha! i spent 2000 in tutuban. Putaktek. I was planning to go to greenhills but no. Naubos siya dun! It's my first time to go to tutuban by myself. Hahaha! oh well... i spent my first couple of cash for my mom. i bought her load! She needs to text papa kasi... I think he's in Korea. *Papa i miss you! when you get back here i'll be your driver and atm! Dinner lang ha! Treat ko kayong apat!* 0=) hehehehe. *aaaaachooooo!* Retzel! hinawaan mko! hehehehe... Oh! Retzel is my closest friend in convergys. 0=) Shit. i can't organize my thoughts... you see, that's my problem back in CCT training. i almost flunked in our 1st oral exam because my thoughts are like lottery balls... popping and flying anywhere inside the see-through case. ..... wait... okay okay... i'll just have a seperate blog about my work. hehehe... as of now... im getting impatient. i wonder when i would be able to use my new phone??????? it's been a week! hellllo!??? Globe people! DO something and make it fast! 0=/ aaaaaaaaaargh! ang iniiit! 0=( keep your cool anna... keep your cool... Tomorrow is the day! Tita Marit and Uncle Roger will be here tomorrow!!! yippeeee! ill go home straight after work... we'll have family dinner and of course! pasalubong sessions!!! 0=) nyahahha! nyarkz. my brain isn't functioning really well today. 0=/ info. overload. un lang.

2005-04-20T23:03:00.000+08:00

SUMMER
No time to type down everything i wanna say so i'll just give you the juicy ones. 0=)
1) Thanks to tito ren... 0=) ur the best driving instructor ever! hehehehe. 0=) now i can go anywhere! nyahahahaha!
2) No time to go to the beach but hey, merville clubhouse is just blocks away. 0=) We met DOC OC! haha! thanks for the free drinks and chips! hehe.
3) We'll be missing tito Jim and tito Egay. Good luck there in Florida! 0=)
4) Im now having my training in Convergys... it's okay... and cold! haha!
5) Very very very very complicated lovelife. period.
6) I miss dancing... my pep mates... sining family... 0=(
7) i want a new phone. as in now na. hehehehehehe
8) Can't wait for May! British folks will be here! 0=D Havaianas, here you come!
9) Crazy for slippers and swimsuits!!!!
10) heels aren't just for me.
11) pink pink pink. everywhere i look there's pink in my room. 0=)
12) i need more sweaters and jackets. (from people r people) nyahahhaa. 0=)
13) I hate rules. especially dress codes. 0=(
14) JUSTINE! Manhid ka! JESSIE! Martyr ka!
15) 89 airplanes.... 4th batch. 0=)

2005-03-31T01:23:00.000+08:00

Me, Yannie and Mykees. After the Baccalaureate Mass. 0=)

2005-03-31T01:20:00.000+08:00

Graduation Day... Angela, Milcah, Yannie and I. March 20 '05... Sa wakas! 0=)

2005-03-31T01:15:00.000+08:00

The Graduate

At last... The moment I've been waiting for has arrived. 16 yrs in St. Scho is... not bad! Hehehe... I'll surely miss St. Scho... Nyahahahaha. YEHEY! Im not a student anymore! Time to work and earn! Hehehe...

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> 35 airplanes (4th batch!)

> ANG INIT! sobra!

> I miss my (or should i say Nanic's) celphone! Lalo na yung pic ni Japoy sa likod! 0=(

2005-03-27T03:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY EASTER!!!! 0=)

i can't sleep... i wanna change my blog... right now, im trying to figure out how to change the whole thing. i want a star background! 0=/ i also want to make a lil mermaid blog! *sigh*... It's Easter Sunday!!! Yipee... i've got 2 weeks of summer then i'll work na... *sigh* i need to sleep... need to get up at 5am for the mass... *sigh again*

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*74 airplanes...

2005-03-11T08:02:00.000+08:00

soon...

it's not yet over... di pa talaga... after the 20th, im no longer a college student HURRRAYYYYY!!!! 0=) but an employee HUUURAAAYYYY ulit! ... there's so much to tell kaso... i have to go na... i've got a medical check-up in makati... anyways... i hate my hair. lecheng salon yan. bwisit. sabi ko trim lang!!!! waaaaaaaahhhhhh! still nothing to wear on saturday *sigh* 0=/ tonight is the blue and white affair... awardings again for the pep squad. 0=) nyahahahaha! shit. 1 week na lang... 0=( ang gulo-gulo pa din ng utak ko!!!!!!! oh well... ganun eh. tsk tsk...

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*60 airplanes

*im sad, happy, confused and excited

*I MISS MY BLOG! 0=/

2005-02-24T12:10:00.000+08:00

...

it's thursday... wala lang... haaaaaaaaaayyy.. i've got sooo much to tell but still, there's no time. i miss typing my thoughts here... *sigh* oh well... basta! i'll renovate this whole thing probably next week... tHis week is clearance week. pucha, dami ko pong utang sa mga orgs ko noh! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!! oh well... that's just it... promise, next week! 0=)

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*33 airplanes (yes... im still counting!)

2005-01-24T16:08:00.000+08:00

CHOKARS!!!!!!

Oo na. Ang jologs ng pc ko! Waaaaaaaaaahhhh! naginstall na nga ako ng anti-spy ware ayaw pa din!

0=( huhuhuhu...oh well... Life's been pretty nasty these days... i'll tell you why...

THESIS

We had our defense. and thank Kuya Jess we don't need a re-defense! BUT! we still need to keep our powers combined for the major revisions. yes. bad trip. may major revisions. KAsi ganto yan.... parang ganto. Yung title namin ay "dogs" tas yung buong body namin ay tungkol sa "cats". oh dba? ang gulo gulo. pero okay na yun kesa sa bagsak na kailangan mag re defense! hehehhehehehehe... 0=) I need to get an A!!!! or at least A- para malibre ako ni patrick sa Boracay!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!! as of now, ganun pa din. Tonight, dun kami sa house, revise revise revise.

WELL... i gotta bounce... i miss posting blogs!!! ciao!

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1 airplane! ---> 3rd batch!!!! 0=) hehehhehehhe

*PROMISE!!!! MATAPOS LANG TONG MGA GINAGAWA KO MAGPPOST ULIT AKO!*

2005-01-13T11:07:00.000+08:00

= C.R.A.M.M.I.N.G =

Pucha, wala pa talaga akong tulog. 0=( inaantok nako!!!!!! 0=( anyway, wala lang... tagal ko na di nag agbblog. bwisit kasi yung pc namin. may topak nanaman! waaaaaaaaahhhhh! anyway... wala lang.... issummarize ko na lang yung mga nangyari sakin....

School

sa 20 na defense nmin kaya cramming! wahahahhaha! tulog samin tapos kala sha-shi tas samin ulit! okay naman... 3 lang subjects ko eh... okay lang... nothing really exciting... sa march 12 pa kasi yung event namin... basta. thesis thesis thesis... haaaaaaaaaayyyy. putek na mga ad agency yan. walang kwenta. ilang beses na naming hinahabol wala pa din! 0=/ oh well,,, parang nga kaming d masscom students eh... puro kasi kami imbento dapat nag invetor na lang kami! wahahhahahahhaha!

ORGS

Sining muna... sa feb 18 may play kami LEAN. sayang, gusto ko pa nman umarte kaso wala talaga akong oras... 11 na sayaw ichchoreograph ko! waaaaahhh! pero okay lang kasi astig nman yung mga songs! 0=) tamang tama eh noh, feb 18, 3rd anniversary namin tas job fair pa sa glorietta. ayos. ano kaya uunahin ko? tapos the following day ata yung WNCAA... ayos.

Pep Squad... ayun. champion sa dance idol competition. holler! 2 lang kmi magkalaban! EAC yung kalaban namin. Panalo nga, but im not happy... nagkalat kasi ako!!! 0=( una, nawala ako sa blockings! tas yung ikot ko ampucha! parang ako trumpo! umaandar! bad trip talaga! tas sumasayaw nko sa may pompoms dahil siksik sa giid ng stage! wwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! badtrip pa ung shoes. size po yung sakin noh! holler! 6 lang kasi ako eh noh! tas may yellow pa! duh! ang st.scho ksi wlang yellow! bad trip na adidas yan! barbero ampucha! waaaaaahhhhhh! 1,400 pa un! sayang! tas yung pants ko sa uniform hiphop ampucha. ang luwag! yihee! pumayat ako! hehehehe... may training ulit mamayang 5-9 kasi sa sat may sayaw after ng class ko ng 3pm for PBA.... hhaaaayyy pero tutulog muna ako.... hehehhehe... ayun... okay lang...

FRiEnDs...

Hay grabe! miss ko na si gem! miss ko na din gumimik! waaaaaahhhhh! mdami akong namimiss! V! miss n din kita!!! sobrang busy ko ang talaga this past few days,, kailangan talaga eh... i mish muh friends,.... konting tiis nalang! pucha! hehhehehhe 0=)

Family!!!

Papa! where are my driving lessons??? hhehhehe... pareho kmi nagththesis ni papa... 0=) si mama buntis! sa panaginip! hehehehe si wacks, bungal pa din pero infairness ang gwapo niya ha! si nanic ang arte!!! ay! Goodluck al-jay sa Christmas party niyo! galingan niyo sa pagsayaw ha! dont forget lahat ng tinuro ko sa halukay ube at kikay at sa jumbo hotdog! hahahahhahahha! 0=)

LOVE 0=)

E-v-e-r-y-d-a-y of my life. namimiss ko si patrick. 0=( nakakainis. kasi naman iba iba ng oras ng work niya... 9-6 na training tas may papagawa pa sa kanya! i understand shempre pero namimiss talaga kita eh.. 0=( always remember na sobrang proud ako sayo... 0=) ang bilis mo mapromote! maganda yan at may pang-boracay na tayo! hahahahhahahahaha!!!! 0;) mwah! ang sweet sweet nyan! tagal na naming d nagkita tapos pinapunta niya ko sa work niya... buti pumayag yung bossing niya... thanks! hehehehe... nakah namn. sobrang serious niya sa work! ahahhahahah! di bagay! miss you soooo much... 0=( pero hunnykins nahurt tlga ako nung d ka nakapunt nung competition... pero okay lang, nagkalat naman ako dun eh! kasi wla ka! 0=( pero bumawi nama siya sa huli... greenbelt kami watch blade...0=) tas haagen dazs! iz bezt! hehhehehe ala lang... miss na kita... 0=( i ove you sooo much muh hunnykins!

71 airplanes!!!!!!!!!!!1 0=)

2005-01-11T10:57:00.000+08:00

WAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
grabe, namiss ko magblogspot ah! huhuhuhuhuhu 0=( anyway,,, sobrang sobrang daming nangyari na.... basta sa 20 defense ko... wish us luck! after nun promise, araw araw ako magpopost! wahahhahahaha!
HAPPY NEW YEAR SA LAHAT!!!!!

2004-12-27T20:00:00.000+08:00

34th Monthsary...

It started out as hell but ended with a kiss. I've been the bitchiest girl i could ever be and i made him cry. From that day, december 18th, to the day i die, i will never ever forgive myself if i act, speak and think that way again. He's all i ever wanted and i can't afford to lose something so perfect because of my selfish ways. I have the power to make him miserable and make his life a tragedy... still he accepts every painful words he hears and every heartbreaking gestures he sees. Our love story is in 3 colorful chapters... and in spite of all the things i've done, im willing to make the 4th chapter, the 5th, 6th and so on and i won't stop until I write the right words to make him feel that ours is not a big waste and a big mistake. I'm gonna let it happen and i won't stop trying.

2004-12-27T19:48:00.000+08:00

35! 35! 35! AYUN! 35! 35!

You may be wondering what the hell this title is all about. Well, last Tuesday, Dec. 21, i had my first Christmas shopping! Gem and I went to.... Divisoria and Tutuban! 0=) Wooohooo! We're supposed to meet at 7 am but of course... 7 became 8:20. We first went to Divisoria... Pucha, sobrang daming tao. Well, what do you expect? dami namin nabili! 0=)After Divi, we went to tutuban. Grabe, si gem bulgaran. Tama ba namang sumigaw ng "ANG BAHO!"... "ANG BANTOT!" hehehe... oh well, anyways it was fun even though it smells, crowded and dirty. Grabe. Iba talaga ang divi and tutuban. Bumest naman ang isang store! Mahigit lagpas isang oras kami dun! We can't decide! grabe. Minumura na nga ata kmi ng inchik dun eh! haha! Going to divi then to cluster building then to tutuban mall then to tutuban center and then balik divisoria is surely fun lalo na pag kasama si gem! di kasi siya napapagod agad eh... hehe... nawala lang ung lakas ko dahil sa bwisit na 35 na yan! Well, here it goes... There's this toy store which is "Kingdom Toys" and they're playing this never ending jingle... "35! ayun! 35! tatlo sa isang daan! 35! thirrrty thirrrty thirrrty-five! ayun! 35..." pucha. NAKAKAIRITAAAAHHHHH! As in! Yung voice pa nung bata, mapipcture mo na madungis na jologs! Basta! Nakakairita! ARGH! Before we went home, bumili kami ng Zagu... Black Forest iz bezt! bwisit. sumabit yung 1 sago sa bibig ko ayan, tumalsik yung choco chocolate sa shirt ko! Parang tuloy ako yung kumanta ng 35! ayun! 35! hehehe dungis ko kasi eh! haaaaaaaaaaaaayyyy... kakapagod sobra. we're shopping for like 8:30 am to 5 pm! ampocha! Binagyo wallet namin... hayyyy... for sure babalik kami dun para mapakinggan ulit namin yung 35! joke! plllleeeease! ayaw ko na!!!! Bitin kasi eh, we have to go back and satisfy ourselves once more! haha! 0=)

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From my 1,500 budget...

- caps = 600
- watch = 90
- gifts = 600
- 2 tops = 300
EQUALS : 1,590 ...
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>Must have shoes and bag!!!! babalikan ko yun!
> caps iz bezt!
> Hunnykins, miss na kita... 0=/
> 35! joke.
> kulang money kooo!!!! waaaaaaaahhhhh!!!!
> I LOVE CHRISTMAS!!!0=)

2004-12-17T22:32:00.000+08:00

GERMAN COOKIES

Yesterday, i was in school. yep yep! It's peace camp time! I slept at about 1:30 am sa Maryville with my Sining Mates... hehehe... sobrang gulo namin! I don't have any sleeping bag so ayun, sa karton ako natulog! haha! madami kami, mga 8 kaming natulog sa karton. hehe... sobrang lamig dun, good thing i have my jacket and my favorite star pillow! 0=) i woke up at 4:58 am... time for simbang gabi! Actually, the college students are not required to attend the mass at 5 am coz we already had our anticipated mass, eh mas feel ko kasi pag madaling araw eh... so i woke up, washed up then ayun, punta na sa prep area... hehe... all the gradeschool students were in their native costumes... haha! i used to do that! waking up verry early tas inaantok sa mass na naka-igorot costume! 0=) after the mass, i saw some students carrying trays of German cookies. Improving ah! may mga shapes and design na! Napaka-colorful!!!! But the taste is still the same... haha! i got a Christmas tree-shaped cookie and a circle na may pink icing. WOW. It tasted soooo damn good. It's been 4 years since my last bite of German Cookies. 0=) i used to bake tons of it and ill keep it in my cookie jar decorated with Christmas cross-stitched design courtesy of our work ed subject! My mom doesn't like it. Lasang kili-kili daw! haha! D ko rin naman talaga trip un eh pero kahapon? grabe, ang sarap! 0=) this may be my last time to attend simbang gabi in st.scho, and also may be the last time to eat German cookies... i hope not!

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> HAPPY BIRTHDAY V!!!! WE LOVE YOU!

> ang sakit ng singaw ko... 0=( huhuhuhuhu

> 7 more simbang gabi!!!!

> 2m na monthsary namiiiin! Woooopeeeeeee! 0=)

2004-12-16T11:11:00.000+08:00

Simbang Gabi

I woke up 3 am this morning. 3 hours of sleeping time... i can't sleep last night. Something's bothering me but i don't know what it is... i cried last night before going to sleep without any reasons. Guess i just need to wet my eyes... i don't know... weird... maybe im sad because FPJ died... joke... hehe.. but really, i was kinda shocked... i wasn't expecting it. I feel a little bit sad... im not a fan but i feel sad for him... ewan. weird. Anyway... my mom and I attended the simbang gabi this 4:30 in the morning... i miss singalong... merville's kinda quiet and the people are quite few... oh well... i just hope i'll get to complete all 9 mornings... Everywhere i see people with shoppings bags, loads of presents to give, tons of Christmas wrappers... hehe, i promise next week, ill do Christmas shopping na... oh well... last sunday we went to worldtrade and i really really fell in love with a pink jacket, it costs 600... mahal! haha! i can't take it! and decided to buy it on the 23rd! and also that Von Dutch green skirt... im gonna buy that! We still have trainings for pep... but on monday, ill start to spend my cash... 0=) hehe.

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>Today is Papa's oath taking... i wanna go... 0=/ good luck papa!

>Belated Happy Birthday Sha-Shi!

>im gonna have that jacket!!!!

>20 airplanes... 0=)

>BUMEST ang jacket ng pep! kaso magkahiwalay ang deroca.. naging de roca... tsk tsk

2004-12-14T01:01:00.000+08:00

thesis... thesis... thesis... thesis... thesis...

Today, i woke up not feeling okay.... hinihika ako eh... 0=( but i had to get up coz yannie, sha-shi and i are going to makati and ortigas to set an appointment for an interview... i had lunch at mcdo with my mom then we went to don bosco to bring lunch for Wacks... as always....chicken mcdo... haaaaaaaaaayyyy.... oh well... my feet hurts because of my stupid white shoes. Buong day ngayon, all we did was walk, run, walk, walk, walk walk.... argh! Kakapagod! After thesis, i met up with my hunnykins and we watched National Treasure.... 0=) ASTIG! ang galing! 0=) Parang gusto ko maging ganun! Yay! Exciting! Anyway, after the movie, we ate dinner at KoKomo Soba! Sukiyaki don iz bezt talaga! Sobrang sarap! Then after that we went to glorietta to buy desert! BK overload chocolate is also bezt! 0;)

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>SHASHI PARATING LATE!

>17 airplanes for batch 3!

>Treasures are cooL!

>Daming Pathetic Loser ngayon!!! sobra!!!

>i wanna go shopping na!!!!!!!!!!

>Patrick, hunny, you're the sweetest guy ever... i feel very loved and safe in your arms! Sobrang sarap mo mag-hug! Warm!!!! i love you... thank you for making me happy... 0=)

2004-12-10T13:40:00.000+08:00

a wish come true.... 0=)

Hehehe... i just hoped that our defense will be moved next year... we can't do it next week. We haven't done any interviews, fgds... argh! oh well... my legs hurt.... last nights training was damn heavy. We're like dancing with all our powers and smiling wide at the same time for 5 minutes and the whole routine is 7 minutes!!! WAaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh! Practice pa lang to ah! What more pa kaya sa competition??? i think i need 3 red bulls for this!!! hahahaha! promise... nakakapagod! Di pa kami nagsstunts ah! waaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!!!! oh well... that's life! i love what im doing so it's okay with me... hehehehe.... 0=) the best part of yesterday is... i got in the deans list!!!! 0=) waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!! sobrang saya ko kaya! i was looking at the bulletin looking for name... well dba? hoping kasi ako eh! tas i found my name posted there in a piece of computer paper! QPA ko 3.650... hehehe... i was like "oh my God gem! deans list ako!" tas siya "dream on girl" tas tinignan ko ulit tas d ko nahanap! "Shit, nagiimagine lang ata ako eh" i thought tas mykees told me na sa honors circle me tumitingin hehehhe... tas there... i found it again... DEROCA, Anna Franchesca F..... ABMC-Adv. ... 3.650... boy im sooo damn happy!!!! 0=) thanks Kuya Jess! 0=)

2004-12-06T16:40:00.000+08:00

PAAAARTEEEEEHHHH!!!!!

it's Saturdaaaayyy!!! time to party! Hehe.. no classes last saturday but i had training for pep... after that, i went to RP to buy goodies and to meet my dad... we went to reclamation for the mass and went to camella after that... it was my ninong's bday! FOOD GALORE!!!! i ate bagoong rice, crispy pata and kare-kare! YUM! 0=d after that i went home to get ready for the parteeeh!!! 0=) Magie picked me up at about 10 in the evening in EDSA... we went to newton to change clothes and to pick up gem... we arrived in eastwood at about 11. Mykees' there with Tom and of course, my hunnykins looks cute with his yellow shirt and beer-breath... hehehe... turn -on ako sa mga ganun eh! bwahahahaha! im totally in pink, maggie looks like a barbie doll and gem looks like a kick-ass girl from the Bratz! Haha! Jologs ung mga songs sa basement, nag away pa kami ni Patrick... shempre, okay na kami! hehehe... it was nice to party with my gurlfriends again! 0=)

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>11 airplanes

>Thanks again papa and mama!

>wacks! gusto ko ng sincere sorry!

>hunnykins... im sorry and dont you worry,,, ikaw lang boylet ko!

>Happy birthday Maggie! 0=)

2004-12-06T16:25:00.000+08:00

WINNIE & YOYONG

Gosh! 400 died because of Winnie. My family and I watched the news... tsk tsk... water everywhere. dirty water. i feel sad for our fellow filipinos who are now homeless because of the destructive winnie. I cried when i saw this woman in the TV and she's crying because she lost her husband and her son. I don't understand what she's saying but she's sure in deep pain... 0=( we donated some goods and clothes for these victims... haaay grabe. Mother nature may be really mad! Fu** to all illegal loggers! Classes were suspended twice because of Yoyong. Pucha! Mas malaki pa sa Pinas yung bagyo eh! It's brownout here the whole Thursday night... of course, i slept in the living room coz i cant stand being alone in my room! Waaaaaahhhhh!!!! anyway, it's already 12:05 when the lights went on. Shempre lipat nko sa room... haaaayyy... sobrang lamig... before i went to sleep i prayed to Kuya Jess... i prayed for all the victims of winnie and yoyong and hoped that the sun will shine the next day...

2004-12-02T01:37:00.000+08:00

Twenny One

Yep yep! it's mah birthday... well, yesterday, dec. 1... compared to my last two birthdays... this is the BEST! 0=) i woke up at about 9 am... i took a bath and after that my dad told me to look for the weather condition in the internet... sheesh... Yoyong's here!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!! while getting hooked up on the internet my hunnykins at about 11 am surprised me with a bouquet of fresh, happy, colorful flowers and two wrapped gifts... 0=) im sOo happy! The flowers were really gorgeous! I thanked him and placed his presents for me in my room... what a sweet guy... (bumabawi kasi siya eh) hehehe... My parents, patrick and I went to my brother's school, Don Bosco Makati... My mom needs to buy lunch for Wacks (maarte kasi un eh, ayaw magbaon, gusto mainit *sigh*) we attended the thanksgiving mass by my dad... 0=) and at 1:30 pm we went to G4 food choices to eat lunch... i want a mongolian bbQ... my parents ordered for some seafoods and veggies while my hunnykins ordered pasta... after lunch, my hunnykins and I went shopping together... i was supposed to buy a pair of shoes for saturday night! Too bad, they don't have my size... 0=( tomorrow na lang coz we need to go back in Don Bosco to pick up wacks at 3... Patrick went straight home before we left glorietta... He needs to sleep naman din noh! Wala pa siyang tulog! His off is at 5:30 am and he waited for SM megamall to open for my flowers! Nag taxi siya papuntang house... bawal gifts kasi sa MRT eh... oh well... after wacks we went to a doctor... my dad is suffering from a shoulder-ache... i slept at the car with wacks! haha! after that we went to roxas to pick up tita Ness then after that we went to St.Scho for Mai and Nanic... We passed by Cash N Carry to buy Cakes and drinks... When we got home, there's food already on the table... my cousins were there and my titas and titos... Tito Jim got my liscense.. YES! hehehe... i opened my presents! Patrick gave me JackJack stuffed toy!!! Yipee and a Little Mermaid puzzle! Grabeh! Sobrang gusto ko yun!!!! im sooo happy! 0=) But the best part is... my whole family is here with me... Papa is here!!!! and Patrick went here to see me... haaaay... 0=) i thanked everyone... i had a fun kahit na sa house lang... simple nga lang pero happy talga ako... 0=) i can't stop smiling! hahaha!

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> Papa and Mama... thank you... you're the bezt talaga! 0=)

> Nanic and WAcks, bezt ang pagkanta niyo! haha!

> Great family... 0=) IZ BEZT!

> Hunnykins, grabeh... mahal talaga kita... thank you for making me happy... i love you

> Sarap talaga ng food dito sa house! Iz Bezt!

> Wala pkong shoes and top for sat!!! 0=/

> MAY bagyo! Sana walang pasok

> 4 airplanes... batch 3... 0;)

> Thank You Kuya Jess... thank you for giving me 21 years of happiness and love... i enjoyed being 20... 0=) basta ikaw... mahal na mahal kita... DWTL+53

2004-11-29T03:40:00.000+08:00

s.w.e.e.t.

Yesterday (sunday), i was kinda feelin bad... coz last sat, i didn't see my hunnykins coz he's too damn tired to wake up... anyway, he called me up early in the morning telling me that her mom is inviting me to go with them in Tagaytay... at first i don't wanna go.. kasi tampo nga ako dba... but i gave in na din... he told me he'll be here at 1... pucha quarter to 1 and2 na sila at d pko naliligo! hehehe.. si nanic kasi eh! We played chess! i won pero magulo kasi di namin alam yung rules! haha! it was my first time to play chess! We stopped by jollibeee to eat... i looove their mazroOm and cheese burger! 0=d! hehehe... so on the way to tagaytay... nagaway na naman kami... haaaaayyy basta! Pero he's joking lang pala! Kasi he told me na he can't go out with me this sat night coz he has work! HAY NAKO! parang ako sira na yung plans ko! argh! pero ayun... joke lang pala... It's sOoooo cold in Tagaytay! pareho pa kmi ng jacket ng hunny ko! mukha kaming tanga! hahaha! 0=) i had fun with him... picture picture... hehhee.. Buchok is reaaaally cute! as in! i like it when he calls me titcha anna! 0=) we ate dinner there... sizzling porkchop iz bezt for me... then after that,,, 0=D hehehe... im soo glad we're okay na... sobrang tampo ko na kasi sa kanya eh... pero bawi na lahat... haaaaaaaaaaaaayyyy.. love ko talaga yung lalaking yun! Grabe nga tampo ko pero pag nakakasama ko... nwawala na lahat! 0=) i had a great time with you hunnykins! mwah mwah mwah!

i love you and no one, nothing can ever change that! Not even me, myself and I coz they just love you! They really do... hehehe 0=)

2004-11-29T02:55:00.001+08:00

WHAT A SURPRISE!!!

i can't believe my two eyes!!! Monica's here! after three long years... here she is! with a bob cut! She's still the same old Monica... jologs pa din! hahaha! I met up with my high schooL friends last saturday after class... i'm with trina, peFF and Monica... 0=) we went to greenbelt to chat away! Hahaha! it was fun seeing them again! well... I haven't seen Peff for quite a long long time... She's pretty busy with her studies... 0=) Trina as usual looks simple with that girl-next-door look and Monica... haha! nothings really change except her hair... it was short! di ako sanay! haha! she got bigger but better! 0=) she looks happy and still looks young! even if she's tall for her age! haha! she's living a pretty coOl life! she's into theater.. well, that's what she's taking in college in San Francisco. She travels a lot and her stories were just awesome! Wow i wish i could travel too and perform anywhere! Her stories just made me miss acting some more! 0=/ *sigh* she's leaving on wednesday... on my birthday... haaaaaaayyy... sobrang bitin yung day... we can't stop giggling, talking and laughing... it feels good to see them again... haaaaayyy.. sayang nga lang we're not complete... MOnica will watch the Hansons concert on tuesday... im still thinkin if i'll go or not... well, peff and i are planning to buy the tickets later this afternoon... im not yet sure but i wanna see ZAC! I'm like sooo head over heels with him!!! 3 long years of Hanson mania! I hope i could watch the concert with V... i miss her toO... she's TAYLOR and im ZAC! haha! oh and Bans!!! she's IKE! haha! it was nice seein my girlfriends again... 0=)

2004-11-26T19:39:00.000+08:00

holler! hehehehehe... now i know how to redecorate my blog...0=) this is for you hunnykins... kahit na galit ka sa kin... 0=( i hope you're somehow... proud of me...

2004-11-25T22:47:00.000+08:00

Mama's BiRtHdaY!!!! 0=) mwah! i love you! 0=)

2004-11-24T22:15:00.000+08:00

yehheyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!! Papa passed on the exam!!!! we're soo proud of you Captain! we know you can do it! 0= mwah! we love you!!! 0=)

2004-11-24T01:31:00.000+08:00

while searching for the bag i want to give to my mother... we passed by toy kingdom... oh-my-gosh-!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JACK JACK is soooooooooooooooo damn cute!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want a stuffed jack jack! i told patrick that i want that for Christmas... it's 499 pesos... but then i saw a cuter toy! A jabbling jack jack!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pucha. 1,800 pesos. grabeh. ang mahal po noh! but its sooooooo cute! it looks just like him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!waaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i want it sooo much! waaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 0=/

2004-11-24T00:47:00.000+08:00

cute baby! 0=)

2004-11-24T00:46:00.000+08:00

jack jack is the cutest!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 0=)

2004-11-24T00:15:00.000+08:00

diego Luna!!! Hot hot eyes!!!! Big big crush on him!!! 0=)

2004-11-23T23:26:00.000+08:00

OOOO000000uuuuuuuCCh!

my legs hurt... hhuhhhuhuhuhuhuhu... 0=( sometimes i wanna quit but i cant... i guess im just too tired... 0=( my hunnykins is the bezzzztttt!!! he's with me the whole afternoon looking for a gift for my mom.. he's tired and sleepy and yet he managed to shop with me... non-stop walking and searching... hehehehe... what a sweet guy.. 0=) he smells like beer! what a turn on! Hehehe... 0=)

2004-11-22T21:23:00.000+08:00

My Hidden Talent. Nakanamputz!

Yesterday, Sunday, my family and I went to Don Bosco... it was Wacks cards out but too bad we weren't able to get his card because of some lame reasons... oh well... after that we went to the chapel to attend mass... while singing the entrance song... i just realized 2 things... 1) i felt good and at the same time sad because i missed 5??? sunday masses already and 2) boy i miss my choir... i used to sing back in singalong... St. Anthony Parish... every sat evenings and sunday mornings... hehehehehe... i stopped when i started dancing and acting in school (1st yr. college)... i miss Kapatid... my club when i was in high school... also a choir... im an alto... oh i miss our blendings... our practices.... our voice warm-ups.... haaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyy.... i miss our Christmas carols... when i was in high school, my barkada and i can earn up to 1,200 each!!! for only what? 8 houses? hahahahaha! i have lotsa free candy canes back then! i play the tambourine while we're singing...0=) i miss singing... 0=/ haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyy....

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* 85 airplanes!!!!15 more to go!

* it's getting pretty cold!!! Brrrrrr... Christmas is comiiiiing!But my birthday comes first! yipeee!

* i want to wear something red this Christmas... or maybe hot pink or yellow... 0=)

* I can't find Jack-Jack!!! i want a picture of hiiim!!!!!

* Diego Luna's eyes are.... RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! 0;)

2004-11-19T16:19:00.000+08:00

FROG LEGS!!!!!!!!!! 0=p yummy!

Last Sunday, we had an intermission number for the JVC cheering competition in glorietta... 0=) my hunnykins' was there to watch me! It's his first time to see me perform with my pom poms! 0=) after that we ate lunch at Tokyo Tokyo with Mykees and Maggie... 0=) then my hunnny and i spent the rest of the day having fun... 0=) we ate dinner at greenbelt 3 (krocodile grille)... and i ordered frog legs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh i miss eating those tiny skinny yummy legs! patrick ordered blue marlin (arte!)... heheheh and then after that i had my desert! CHOCOMINT BIG ICECREAM!!!! 0=) what a yummy day! 0=) yipeee!

2004-11-19T14:40:00.000+08:00

33rd MONTHSARY . . .

after class, i went to shang-ri La to meet my hunnykins... i was kinda pissed 'coz i waited for him for 3 minutes. I HATE WAITING. We watched Surviving Christmas... Ben Affleck is hot but funny! it was good... 0=) and sweet.. 0=) after watching the movie, ayan na.... nagaway na kmi... basta inaway ko siya ng malupit. AWAY TALAGA... umabot pa kmi ng megamall tas magkaaway kami for 4 whole hours! ayun... sa awa ni Kuya Jess at nagbati kami... sobrang bitch ko talaga... eh kasi naman... na-hurt naman talaga ako eh... 0=( di na siya naka-uwi sa kanila kaya tuloy tuloy na siya sa work after that... pucha, di ko siya pinatulog... oh well... basta bad trip...

........................ i went back to school for my pep training... i was late for an hour and 30 mns... 6:30 nko nakarating... man i feel soo bad... i feel terrible... 0=( i ruined our monthsary... 0=( we ended up at about 8:30pm... and something came to my mind... 0=)

i went straight to the LRT station... i had to see him... and then MRT and at about 9:20pm, andun nko sa SHAW... i don't know how to surprise him... he's at work... basta bahala na... i was looking for star bucks coz i wanna buy him a mocha frap...eh pucha, nagsasara na lahat ng stores even shangriLA... while thinking of something to buy for him and at the same time walking towards his building.... ayun! na-spotan ko siya with a girl.

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nope, he's not with a bitch... he's just with his officemate. 0=) hehe... they're going to buy a present for their trainer... 0=) boy was he so damn glad to see me???!!! heheheh bumabawi daw ako... ayun... nagbreak na siya tas punta kami sa isang floor ng building nila parang canteen... i said sorry... i mean it sobra... he was touched daw... d p daw ba ko pagod... asus! after mga 5 rounds ng cheerdance and stunts? D NOH! basta para sa knya, di ako napapagod... 0=) hehehe... so ayun... mga 11 pm, sinundo nko ni papa... 0=) at least, nabawi din yung kabadtripan kahit papano... 0=)

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* i got a rainbow colored star pillow from him! YAY!

* 79 airplanes... 0=)

* MAHAL KO TALAGA SIYA

2004-11-17T22:45:00.000+08:00

~*~*~*~*~*~{***MY LOVE LIFE***}~*~*~*~*~*~

it's been 2 years and 8 months... my longest relationship. I never thought i cud get tied down with someone for this long... not with me because i used to have fun playing around, do whatever i wanna do without worries, talk to and go out with anyone i like, and all the good and exciting things a single gurL could do. i used to have that kind of life, yeah sure it was fun and all but it was all a short-term happiness... well, I CAN live without a guy. that's true! i can stay happy and not experience loneliness or depression. i know how to keep myself busy. even now that i have a boyfriend, when we fight, i always tell him "Pucha, sige iwan mo ko, kaya ko naman eh"... my pride is a high as the sky. i'm firm and brave. But now... i found my weakness... i don't know what it is but last saturday, while i was with him, i suddenly burst into tears. i said sorry which i seldom say... i even don't cry in front him ... well, i do naman but it's always because im mad... it's the first time he saw me weak... like a little girl crying because of a broken doll. i just cried and mumbled the word sorry over and over again... he just kissed me in the forehead and told me that it's okay... and he's glad that im starting to be open to him... im very happy right now. i have no doubts, no questions... i love patrick so much. i can live without a guy but not this guy... he's not perfect for me actually. that's true... but that made me fall for him over and over again... his imperfections... he's not the type of guy i like physically and psychologically. emotionally and mentally but he sure is the type of guy i like to spend the rest of my life with... i really don't know the reason why and i don't care... as long as he loves me and i love him... everything is magic. 0=)

oh, it's 12:30 am... Happy 33rd monthsary Hunnykins... 0=)

mwah.